So... My Name is Sara. I'm 16 years old and I'm living in Germany. A (Not so) little town called Hamm. My mom passed away when I was 3 years old. My dad began to drink and he also became violent and started to abuse on me. When i was 12 years old, I began to cut myself and 2 years later, I just turned 14, my dad passed away too in a car crash. He was drunk. I was send in a orphenage in another town and thats when things turned even wors. I began to cut even more and deeper. I once tried to kill myself. I took sleeping pills but didn't knew thats they just make me sleep longer. The next morning, I overslept and the slut of a f*cking teacher gave me 3 weeks of detention. That was 3 month ago. Today is my birthday I turned 16 (as you might know) and its 11 pm. I'm standing on a bridge. Its going 20 meters down on the highway. I'm climbing over the barrier. Noone will miss me! I don't have any Friends. At school they are calling me Emo and they are pushing me around. One day they even hold my head in the f*cking toilet! I mean... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE? What did I do?
So I'm standing here on that bridge and suddenly I hear someone Call my Name.
"SARA! DON'T! PLEASE! DON'T JUMP!"
I turn around and I see James. A supervisor in the orpenage I'm living in.
Now he's standing 10 meters behind me.
"DON'T YOU DARE TO COME ONE STEP CLOSER!" I shout at him.
He stops. He just stands there und look at me.
"Why Sara? Why do you want to end your life?"
"Because... because..." I can't speak because the tears begin to roll over my face. "Because... no- nobody lo- loves me!"
"Of course...! Everybody likes you!" He says.
"No! If they would... they had listened to me! I bet none of the other kids there, know my full name or that its my f*cking birthday!"
He looks guilty.
I look him deep in the eyes. Then I close mine and I let myself fall.
(Hi... welcome to my new Story!
I'm Sorry for any mistakes I did and will do. As some of you know I'm living in Germany so i'm not rly good in english, but I give my best. I hope you enjoy the story☺)
