Eli and I began to came close to each others. While Dinner we sat together and in our Free Time, we hang out With each other and listened to music or just talked. I really like her I Think.
Its been now exactly 4 weeks i got out of Hospital and Till now they left me alone.
Today Eli has an doctors appointment so i m alone at school.
In our Lunch break, I sit down, where i always sat. I Start to eat my Lunch as Melissa and Isabella come over me. Oh damn... what do they want from me?
Are they gonna beat me up again?
I Start to imagine the worst things that could happen.
"Hey Sara! How are you?" Isabella asks me.
"What du you want?" I ask her?
"Oh... nothing special... we just waited that your new Girlfriend isnt here. We don't wanna scare her." Melissa says.
"Follow me!" Isabella says and walks away.
"Go!" Melissa pushes me.
I Stand up and follow Isabella and Melissa follow me to make sure that I do.
Im starting to panic a littel bit. What do they want? Are they gonna beat me up again?
"Where are we going?" I ask.
"Oh dont worry. You'll find out soon enough." Isabella sais with a smirk.
We step outside and go to the back of the building where noone sees us.
There Isabella stops and turns around towards me.
"So, how did you do it?" Sie asks
"Did what?" I answerd.
"Oh you know ,she continues, how did you do it that they didn't put you in a clinic? I mean you tried to k!ll youself didn't you?"
"Yeah i did. And now? What do you wanna do about it?" Oh haha you'll see now." Melissa says while laughing.
And in that Moment i feel a big pain on the side of My head. I Fall to the ground und i see little black dots everywhere. I Think Isabella hit me With a branch. As i mal there in the Floor, I feel that someone sits in me und i feel hands that hold my wrists on the ground. As i see less black dots, I recognise that Isabella is sitting on me. She has a pieceof tapein her hand and places it in my mouth so i can't say anything. Then I den see that she takes out a knive and hold it on my chin.
"Now im gonna cut this arms open so you'll bleed to Death. And anyone will Think that you k!lled yourself, bc everyone knows that you are su!c!dal. And noone will care bc nobody likes you."
The tears Start to roll down my face. I don't wanna die. I wanna send the Rest of My life With Eli. I Love her. I don't wanna die! No No No NOO NOO! I DON'T WANNA DIE NOW! I try to scream but i can't.
I can feel how Isabella puts the knive on my wrist and puts pressure on it. I can feel the warm blood coming out of My veins. I can feel how she cuts through my arm. I can feel the warm blood running down my arm.
"And now, the other one" she sais, as she puts the knive on my other arm. As the blade digs itself in my arm i loose consience.
