The Diary Of Jane

Chapter 7

On the next day, I woke up early to visit my parents at the hospital. I arrange my bed first and washed my face to wake up my mind. I left the room and when I came down I smelled something cooking at the kitchen. When I went down to the kitchen I saw Benjamin cooking breakfast. I approached him and spoke to him and told him who said to cook and in the kitchen without my permission. He spoke and told me that I was intensely sleeping and he was restless so he just cooked us breakfast. I didn't bother him so, I just let him continue cooking. After he cooked our breakfast, he prepared our breakfast to the dining room so we could both eat together. 

After we had eaten our breakfast, I went up to my room while Benjamin stays downstairs to wait for me and prepare the food we were going to bring for my parents. I went up to my room and take a bath immediately. After I take a bath, I immediately dressed and fixed my face, and after that, I went down and out of my room. We leave immediately and go away home to visit mom and dad in the hospital. When we reached the hospital we immediately went up to the room where mom and dad were confined. When we go there we immediately went in. Until now both of them are still not awake, they are still resting because of what they have got. Benjamin and I watched and observe mom and dad. 

After 2 hours, mom woke up and I was surprised and shock because mom was awake. I'm very happy and have tears of joy because of their bad situation and condition. I immediately talked and talked to mom and then afterward the nurse and doctor let us go first so they could observe and treat mom and dad. We immediately went out and said goodbye to mom, she was smiling and I could see in her eyes.

 After 1 hour and 45 minutes of observation and long treatment I heard a long sound in the monitoring machine and I was shocked to see that it's coming to my mom's monitoring machine, I saw them pumping the chest of my mom to wake up or regain to consciousness. It is difficult to tell you this, but I have to tell it because I can express my thoughts and feelings to this diary. The first and second pumps on my mom's chest, I was crying and scared that mom might be gone and mom was dying but I didn't despair, I prayed while crying even though my mom was struggling. At the last pump on my mom's body she didn't wake up and the doctor looked at his clock and said the time and date of her death. 

I went in and wept before him as I embraced her. With so much anguish and hate I feel like losing mom. As I cried and hugged my mom's remains, I shocked again to hear the sound on the monitoring machine and that time it was coming to my dad's monitoring machine. I was even more sorrow and in tears, because my dad was next to left or died. 

The doctor and nurse immediately took care of my dad. Other nurses forced me out, I was struggling just to see my dad but couldn't. When I go out to the room it was all late and the third pump that the doctor had on my dad's body was that he was completely unconscious and gone. I immediately went in again and wept for the loss of my loved one. Great regret is when you lose a loved one especially your mom and dad who will die and lose you. While I was crying beside my parents, I embraced Benjamin and cried to him as I became more and more open about my thoughts and sad feelings for losing and the death of my parents.