Wrapped | P. JM

- Forty Nine

I Never Stopped

When We lost mom, I was okay and I did not worry much that I'll face the tomorrow alone then Dad and I lost Seunghyun a year after Mom and I lost Dad after a few years right after my graduation, Since that day I don't even know how would I face the tomorrow. I don't know if I could continue living, but here I am because I didn't gave up.

I was hoping that I would find my happiness after all the sadness I've felt and gone through, but I don't even what is happening to my life right now, as much as I wanted to be happy it seems so hard to do it and feel it, maybe because I'm guilty? I wasn't a very good child, I wasn't the daughter my mom wanted, All I do is things, stupid things.

"Y/N, are you okay?" Jungkook asked when our eyes met, I sighed and I just looked at him. I want to feel numb, I want to forget, I want to disappear and stop feeling like this.

Across the room I could feel Jimin's eyes on me, he is sitting with Yoongi, Namjoon and Seokjin, He looked at me with unknown glint in his eyes. I sighed and I walked towards Hoseok and I fell beside him, Hoseok chuckled and hugged me.

"Are you okay little girl? You don't seem fine to me" Hoseok whispered and I bury my head on his neck and sighed.

"Did you and Jimin hyung fight?" Jungkook asked and the four of us were cuddling on the couch. Hoseok, Jungkook, Taehyung and I. Lia left right away because her dad called her.

"I just remembered my parents" I mumbled, that was partially the truth, I don't want to tell them what happened between me and Jimin. There's no need to. I untangle myself from Hoseok as Seokjin asked us to have dinner with them.

"Are you sure Seokjin? Yoongi? I mean you guys are tired" Jimin as as he walked towards me and placed a hand on my waist. Taehyung looked at me with a smile.

"I'm pretty tired but I want to eat too" Yoongi said and I chuckled.

"Why don't we just reschedule? You guys did so amazing tonight, I'm so proud of you" I said and I looked at Jimin and he was looking at me.

"Y/N is right Yoongi" Seokjin said and I nodded but Yoongi and Hoseok insisted to eat. Jimin teased Namjoon and Yoongi. While waiting for the three boys who went to take a shower, Jungkook, Seokjin and Taehyung sit in front of the huge TV with controller in their hands and I sit on the couch with Jimin.

"Y/N..." Jimin called and I looked at him. He looked at me with expressive eyes. I was too tired and I don't want to have any argument with him in front of our friends.

"Can we talk later Jimin? Not here please" I said, almost pleading. Jimin sighed, he scoot a little closer and he scooped me in his arm, I closed my eyes as I lean my head on his chest.

"I'm so sorry baby" I heard Jimin said and his lips pressed against my temple and it lingers there and I just listened to his heart beat, it was calm and comforting. I kept my eyes closed and I could hear Jimin's soft breathes, his heartbeat, Jungkook, Tae and Seokjin's conversation.

Jimin caressed my arm softly and kissed my head a few times and quietly talking to Jungkook. After a few more minutes I could hear Hoseok, Namjoon and Yoongi in the room.

"Jimin-ah? Is Y/N asleep?" I heard namjoon.

"I'm not asleep" I said and Jimin chuckled. I untangle myself from Jimin's arm and I looked at Yoongi, they smiled and we went to the basement parking and left the venue. I insisted to ride with Namjoon and Seokjin, since Hoseok would have his own van as well as Namjoon and Yoongi and Jimin's car was following closely behind.

I pretend to be asleep because surely Taehyung and Jungkook would ask me why I didn't ride with Jimin. It's better that way, I don't want to answer them anyway.