DIRTY SECRET || Kookjin

5

Jin's pov:

Am so exhausted and hungry when I reach my dorm. After taking a much needed nice hot shower I feel rejuvenated.

My stomach grumbles, as I couldn't able to eat properly in the afternoon. So, I just decide to make instant ramyun to eat.

After satiating my hunger. I decide to go on a movie marathon, since tomorrow is the weekend, and I can work on my project later. So, why not spend some quality time with myself now(?)

With not much struggle, I finally pick up Ice Age series to watch. It is one of my favorite movie series that I never get bored of.

I started watching, but I couldn't able to concentrate on the movie, as something in my mind keeps bothering me.

" I won't be coming tonight. Don't waste your-" what the hell! Why does his voice keep resonating in my mind? Why can't I just concentrate on my favorite movie? Ugh..why are you like this Jin?!

I groan as I'm able to get his thought out of my head. I know all he does is hurt me, all he does is insult me, all he does is use me. But still, I can't stop thinking about him. Either I must be going crazy or I must be a masochist?. I shake my head trying to dismiss these useless thoughts.

But, thinking of him, Jeon Jungkook, the perfectionist, the golden boy; one who is good at everything. Everybody likes him, everybody wants him....
a-and, unfortunately, I fall on the same list.

Yes, I do have a crush on him. I might sound crazy and even look like a masochist. But how can I make my stupid heart understand?! The heart wants what it wants. And it did fall for this man.

I still remember that day. It was exactly two years ago, I was a freshman and was very nervous, as I heard many stories ragging. But unfortunately to my bad luck, I got stuck in the very situation which I was afraid of.

There were bunch of senior students started bullying me, asking me to bend and clean their boots to get my bike key back. Not that I was too fragile to protect myself. But they all overpowered me in numbers. There were more than eight of them, who exactly gave out the vibes of those rich spoiled kids; to whom nobody ever questions.

I started to sweat, and my body started trembling out of nervousness and fear. As they started hooting and circling around me. I thought I had no way but to comply with their demand. And was about to bend down.

"Stop it!" I heard the strong voice of a person, who seemed to be the college president. I was so happy that at least someone came to my help when I was about to get humiliated. But, there was another person besides the president, who stood tall and stern with his straight face. It was none other than Jeon Jungkook. Turns out that he went and brought the president along with him to witness the bullying, so that the authority could take strict proper actions against such students.

It was then I laid my eyes on him for the very first time. For me, he was nothing less than an angel, who knowingly or unknowingly saved me from being humiliated. Just by looking at him, something stirred inside me, I felt the same tingling sensations which I had for my first high school crush back then. Just one strike and I got bowled for him and his intimidating personality.

But I am pretty sure he doesn't remember all these. For him it was something trivial, just a good deed? Hence, despite him doing all those awful things to me, somewhere I was happy and hopeful that finally I get to be close to him. But how wrong I was-

My train of thoughts halt, as I hear my phone ringing on the table. I sighed taking a deep breath, trying to steady my state of mind. I smile when I see the name displaying on my screen as I pick up.

"Hello, Jimin."

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A/N: I hope am not boring y'all with this story.