DIRTY SECRET || Kookjin

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Author's pov:

The clock strikes at 3 A.M in the early morning. Jungkook who is now breathing heavily and sweating profusely in his sleep. He is deeply submerged in his dream world, which is full of nothing but dark memories which have become more like nightmares over the period of the past three years.

There is nothing but darkness as far as one's eyes can reach. The ambiance is biting cold lacking warmth. The clicking of heels can be heard against the floor, which later reveals to be a gorgeous woman in all-black attire.

"Shinzu noona!" Jungkook cries in his non-existing world. "Noona, please don't go...I-I'll grow u-up soon and be a man you w-want. I love you noona please don't leave me." Jungkook hiccups as he bends down, tightly hugging the thighs of the woman.

The woman clicks her tongue in annoyance as jerks herself from the young boy's firm hold and crouches down at his level.

"Awwe my poor Kookie." she lifts his chin up with her index finger " I love you too, but you're just a kid. You can't satisfy me, am a healthy woman with needs baby. I need a man, not a little boy darling." She stands up pulling the young boy along. " You were a good boy but-" she leans forward and whispers into his ears "Am insatiable Kookie." and retrieves back giggling which was once music to Jungkook's ears.

"Had a good time with you Kookie. And yesterday night was amazing.
" She winks, as her figure starts retreating towards the door. Jungkook who is still a crying mess runs towards the woman. " P-please Shinzu noona ...don't leave me. I love you so much. Give me some time." He wails holding the woman's leg, rubbing his face.

"Ugh! Leave me Jungkook, don't act like a small kid... you're making me late. I have a flight to catch. Get over already!"

"No..no....Noona...Shinzu noona!!"
Just like that, the woman disappears past the door. Now the place is gloomy full of darkness as Jungkook sinks into the floor wishing the floor to engulf him and end his misery.

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Jungkook's pov:

Suddenly, I wake up in haste with my whole body covered in sweat. My nights of sleep are again being invaded by those tormenting memories which I thought to have buried deep down the lane, where it could never reach me again.

But all of those so-called discarded memories are coming to bite my back again. Especially after I met this Kim Seokjin! I don't know what's wrong with me... Why am I acting this way am not supposed to? Despite arbitrariness between Jin and my past, all my buried memories are getting triggered again and again due to his actions.

Why do I act the way around him? If he is with yoongi or any other person that shouldn't be bothering me. We are only sex partners. Moreover, he is just my dirty secret as simple as that. But still..." why?" Ugh! Everything is so vague and there are so many "whys" for which I really don't wanna dig up the answers, at least not now.

Before I turn insane I should get this thing out of my head. Right now I need to loosen up a bit. And I know exactly what to do.

I fish for my mobile in my pocket. I dial the number of someones who was always there for me and always had my back.

"Hello! Tae."

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