DIRTY SECRET || Kookjin

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"Are you insane, Taehyung?!" Jimin screams at his friend after hearing his insane dare.

"What?" Taehyung rolls his eyes to see his overreacting friend.

"Why are you overreacting? He can say no if he is that scared, it's not like I'm forcing it on him." Taehyung shrugs.

"Look Taehyung, I know it's just a game and not a big deal but-"

Yoongi groans as he gets up, straightening his back, throwing a look at the two friends who were busy arguing with each other. He clicks his tongue, lazily looking around the hall. His lingering eyes stop at the corner when it falls on that one person.

"Kim Seokjin." He whispers. Seokjin was standing next to Namjoon talking animatedly to one of his friends. His giggles could be heard from across the hall as he sees the latter ears are already red, which he believes out of compliments. Seokjin always gets shy on receiving compliments, though he mastered masking his expressions, his redness in the ears give it away- Yoongi finds it adorable.

He doesn't take his eyes off, as if he was transfixed by that very person. A sudden pain shoots up inside Yoongi-his chest feels heavy. He doesn't know if it was the alcohol doing things.

He could feel those unspoken, deeply buried, bottled up emotions surging up making him unable to breathe. He felt almost unbearable to carry it further. Suddenly he felt the urge to do something to get rid of the pain and hallow-ness that have made a home in his heart for quite a long time.

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"Just because Taehyung gives you some stupid dare you don't need to do that, okay hyung?" Jimin turns to tell Yoongi. " .........Yoongi hyung?" But all he sees is an empty place beside him, making him wonder where did the latter disappear all of a sudden.

"Jimin" Taehyung calls.

"What?" Jimin asks feeling irritated.

Taehyung points his finger towards the direction where Yoongi is seen going somewhere.

Jimin looks at Yoongi feeling confused, as minutes before he was just sitting here now he is going somewhere.

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"Oh Seokjin, you should go to that library. it's amazing, you'll get all the books over there, which you don't get here in the Uni library. It's very near to your dorm as well. I can join you anytime, you can also bring your friends as well." Namjoon's friend Choi-lee who was studying in the same University as Seokjin tells him.

Seokjin smiles being excited "sure I-" his conversation gets cut as he feels a hand on his shoulder, making him turn around.

"Yoongi" he smiles brightly to see his friend.

"Choi, this my friend. I guess I will talk to him and decide a day and we can meet that day."

"What do you say, Yoongi?"

Yoongi doesn't say anything but stares at Seokjin still dazed. Seokjin looks at him confusedly. "What happened? Are you feeling okay? I told you not to drink so much." He huffs "Now look at hmp-"

Seokjin's words get cut, his eyes bulging, breathing stopped, as he feels Yoongi's hands tightly clutching his collar making him bend forward as he finds Yoongi's lips on his own.

He couldn't decipher what's happening as it was so sudden, making him unable to process things. The whole room went silent; a nerve biting silence.

After what felt like an eternity Yoongi pulls back and looks at him with his ever fond eyes, bringing his hand on the face of still shocked Seokjin.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that but I couldn't hold it anymore. But I wanted this pain gone and-"

His voice becomes heavy, sucking a big gulp of air.

"I like you, Seokjin"

"I like you so much that it hurts."

"I can't hold it anymore. I'm-"

Before Yoongi could finish what he was saying he finds himself on the floor, loud gasps from afar could be heard. He touches his aching jaw as he sees a man standing in front of him whose fist just connected with his jaw, which sent him plummeting to the ground.

His eyes start drooping, a loud commotion could be heard which he believes Namjoon's voice in the distance.

"Jungkook! Stop.....what the fuck are you doing.....get him away..... Jungkook...."

Just like that he blacks out.

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A/N: Oh well.....😩

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