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Yoongi needs to face his own facts, he
hates when the younger is crying.
He hugs jimin who is mumbling
something that he completely doesn't understand.
He loves Yoongi's warmth when they
are having 'skin ship' because he feels
protected, as Yoongi is able to make
his nightmares vanished as soon as he
Comforts him.
It is already passed 2 hours since Jimin cries on Yoongi's arms and his eyes are getting heavier after a lot of crying, gently he rests his head on the older's shoulder and soundlessly falls asleep.
Yoongi slowly brings Jimin beside him, on his own bed because he doesn't want Jimin to suffer with his nightmares again tonight, when they sleeping in separate rooms because he, himself will get in trouble too if that happens.
Just tonight.
He does feel sympathy towards the
younger because he's suffering the disease that he didn't ask for. Infact, he admit it that Jimin is getting worse
as he already starts to imagine some-
thing dangerous because of his last
memories, and he knows it's happened because of his own fault for leaving him alone without giving him his medicine.
A night with him maybe will not be that bad.
Yoongi is still awake although he
Is absolutely tired because of the maximum efforts that he gives to his passion in music, he wants to release his new song in a short time. He looks at Jimin's face who is sleeping peacefully with his body brushing Yoongi's arm, and gently he caresses his head and his slender fingers are playing with Jimin's soft hair.
He sighs under his breath and he puts
Jimin's medicine besides him so he
will not forget to give the younger his medicine in the next morning.
Whenever Jimin is sleeping, the
wonderful thing that happens is his body stops trembling, slowly.
Jimin's fragile body slowly relaxes itself, his muscles stop shaking as he's getting calmer everytime he's drowning in his own sleep.
Yoongi's mother, Mrs. Min once told him that Jimin rarely cries. He's a very soft and happy person although deep inside him, he's hurting from the disease he's having.
Yoongi slowly leans closer to Jimin and slides his arm under Jimin's neck to let his body get closer to him, when Jimin hugs his chest.
He returns the hug back, gently pattingpatting his back. Jimin looks so much more peaceful whenever the older is there for him, and Yoongi does feel warm when he helps Jimin in that way.
But he will never admit it, or be too kind to him. He'll be softer only if Jimi really needs his help.
"You don't deserve this Park Jimin, but I still- I still hate you, I can't let my feelings control me and the way I
treat you. You're so native and innocent that makes me frustrated. I'm sorry if tomorrow I will act harsh towards you again, I can't help but push you away, raise my voice at you and hurt your feelings, because sometimes it feels good to actually show my feelings of anger than pretending I don't feel anything." Yoongi confesses with his low voice and closes his eyes to sleep.
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The alarm noise makes Yoongi squeeze his eyes and groan in annoyance. He accidentally pulls his arm that makes Jiminy wake up for a sudden move.
Jiminy rubs his eyes, he smiles cutely to Yoongi. "G-go-good m-mor-morning!" He says with his usually shaky voice.
Yoongi laughs at the youngers cuteness and pats his head. "Good morning to you too. Brush your teeth and eat breakfast with me, okay?"
Jiminy nods happily because of the wayway Yoongi is being kind to him, and runs to the bathroom to brush his teeth. Despite of being a person with this serious mental illness, Mrs. Min taught him to brush his teeth for almost 2 years before and it's worth it.
Yoongi serves breakfast on the table with simple breakfast for the both of them, omelettes with sausages.
Jimin runs to Yoongi and grins at him
To show his white teeth after hes done brushing them.
"Good boy." Yoongi says and sits on his chair with a small smile on his face.
Jimin pouts, he gently takes Yoongi's hand and shakes it on his hair.
He wants me to ruffle his hair.
Yoongi laughs slightly, "yes yes, good
boy." He ruffles the younger's hair and gives him a proud smile.
Jimin's checks heat up and he walks to
his chair and sits down carefully.
"Y-you n-need t-to d-do t-that m-m-mo-more!" Jimin pits his hands in the air and smiles happily.
"Do you mean laugh?" Yoongi asks,
warning a nod from the younger.
Yoongi chuckles, "okay little boss. Now eat your breakfast before I take it."
Jimin quickly eats his food with Yoongi.
After there done, Yoongi leaves the
table and walks to his bedroom.
"H-He will leave me again?" He asks sadly in his mind.
Then his lips curves to a smile when he see's Yoongi walks towards him, but the smiles doesn't last long when Yoongi holds his medicine in his hands.
"Jimin, take this." Yoongi says gently, and gives him a glass of water.
Jimin shakes his head fastly,
"N-no! I-I d-do-dont w-want t-to!"
Yoongi sighs, he doesn't want to be mad at Jimin anymore but his anger starts to rise because, he's a very short-tempered person.
"I said take it." His cold voice makes Jimin stop pouting and he gives a dumb stare Yoongi eyes.
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Jimins eyes starts to sparkle as tears start rolling down his chubby cheeks.
Yoongi panic's slightly because Jimin
hasn't taken his medicine for days, so he can't make the younger become emotional.
"Okay okay! Sorry, ugh-bitch." Yoongi groans in annoyance.
Jimin slowly starts to cry harder, "W-what i-Is b-bi-bitch?"
The question makes yoongi freeze in his place, because of the innocence in Jimin.
"Nothing, take the medicine please Jimin?" Yoongi says, more gently this time.
Jimin bites his lips, then he taps his chubby cheeks repeatly.
"What's that Jimin?" Yoongi asks
weirdly, he doesn't get the signal.
"K-kiss m-me l-like m-mother d-o."
Yoongi's eyes widen, "Kiss you?!"
Jimin nods happily with a big grin on his face, "O-on m-me c-cheeks! A-and I-I w-will t-take m-my medicine."
Yoongi clinched his jaw,
"Should I get mad at him and shove the medicine in his mouth?"
"Or should I kiss him and be nice as I should be?"
"Bitch." Yoongi says under his breath,
having that urge to push Jimin away harshly.
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