Yoongi jog to the door with his heart screaming something good and bad."How's Jimin? He's okay? Everyth-"
"The operation is still going. I'm sorry Mr. Yoongi, but the chances of him living dropped 20% , Jimin only had 40% chance of living". Doctor Jeon said, clearly it's hard to tell this bad news to Yoongi.
The blonde gulped his own saliva, his knees skaking and he fell down on his knees. " J-Jiminnie.."
Doctor Jeon quickly bring Yoongi up to the seat and hug his shoulder, "Jimin isn't dead yet, you need to be strong for him."
Yoongi is not the person who cry in front of people but this time he fully broke down. Out of all people, why Jimin need to suffer this type of illness?
Doctor jeon Tried his best to confront the blonde saying the blonde will be all right but Yoongi feels mad and angry about everything.
He shouted, "it's not okay! Jimin is clearly dying with 20% shit dropped there, do you think it's fine?! Fucking kidding me, T-This is a dream right?! Hah...Hah...Hahahahahaha!" Yoongi's face is beat red and the anger turn to be depressed, he laughed bitterly, leaving Doctor Jeon in shocked.
He knows yoongi personality is calm ,positive and strong but this Yoongi in front of him didn't show an we y of it.
Yoongi is in deep depression.
Because of his screaming and banging sound of him punching at the wall two of the security guards came with eyes staring at Yoongi.
They grabbed Yoongi's arms harshly making the blonde scream even more hurting inside and out.
Doctor Jeon Gave a hand signal telling them to let yoongi go but the bodyguard seem to denied it.
"Let him go, I said." Doctor Jeon's cheerful voice is gone, replaced with a strict and deep voice letting the grip on Yoongi's arms released.
Doctor Jeon rubbed his temple and gently bring Yoongi to his office. "No! Don't, I need to wait for Jimin"
The doctor pats Yoongi's shoulder, "Give me at least 10 minutes"
Yoongi who is tired mentally and physically let the doctor guide him to his office letting Jimin alone with surgery doctors.
Dr. Jeon sat in his chair while yoongi sat in the seat in front of him when they are in the office.
"What?" Yoongi said, sound much calm than before.
Doctor Jeon release his heavy breaths, "Listen Mr. Yoongi, I know this is hard for you, but he really needs you to be strong. I know him very well, he will be sad and annoyed that your in this condition "
Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed,
"What condition?"
"That crazy and depressed man that so happened to scream and kick of front of my operation room." Doctor Jeon said, sighing when he saw Yoongi's cold face change into somehow a sad face.
"I'm sorry, I just, I-I don't know, I can't I-lose him I keep thinking in my mind, what if that's my last morning with him? What if the soft voice who always called me suddenly stopped? What if that fragile and curved body who always hugging me replaced with cold sheets? I-I really can't t-take it." Yoongi said, breaking himself to a crying mess.
Doctor Jeon comfort him by giving him tissues and pat his shoulder, he, himself do understand What he feels. he lost his brother who suffers a serious illness since he was young and it still hurts a lot until now. That's why he loves Jimin a lot he takes Jimin as his brother feeling to protect him from dying because he failed once with his own brother.
He can't fail again, Jimin's life are at his hands now and he can't let it broken again.
Yoongi wipes his tears harshly, "Thank you, I can take care of myself now. Please look after Jimin, I count on you."
Before the blonde can close the door and walk back to wait for Jimin, he feels a grip on his shoulder.
"The operation might take a few more hours, or even until nigh-"
Yoongi cut off the doctor with an bitter and cold smile on his face.
"I'm okay with that, I will just keep waiting for my angel until I can feel his touch against my skin, Thank you."
With that he ran back to the operation room and waiting for his Jimin again, he has his hopes back. Honestly, deep down inside his heart, he is not sure about it's but the doctor's words basically made him built back up his walls.
Suddenly,
His hopes and walls broke down into pieces when the doors flew open because of the an new doctor walking back inside, he accidentally took a look inside.
He saw nothing besides Jimin laying there with blood everywhere, he can't fully see his body because a group of doctors blocking his view.
But it's much worse, he saw Jimin's face that has blood on his cheeks with his eyes closed.
A cheek that he uses to to pinch and bite,
Beautiful eyes that always stared at him doing anything,
A lips that always curve into a smile,
It hurts Yoongi so much when he only saw Jimin's face with the opposite of all his sweetness that they shared together,
Bloody cheeks,
Eyes closed peacefully yet hurtful way,
Pale lips with stained of blood that showed no adorable on smile,
Yoongi's eyes can't stop looking at the veil although the door already closed, same goes to his hot tears.
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