The Girl Without A Name

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There was a girl who would sit in a corner at the back of the class. She liked to scribble hearts and stars on the cuffs of her jeans and the whites of her shoes. She just sat there in silence and let the days past by.

She was alone which was fine. She would just escape to the galaxies in her mind. Never trying to tie herself to reality. Don't you know reality blows?

She was known as the girl without a name. Some thought she was too stuck up to say hi. The truth was she so far in her mind she didn't even notice them stopping by. She wished she could tell the whole world goodbye and enter her mind.

Then in a blink of an eye, there was a boy by her side. He waited for her to say hi as not to disturb her. Days passed and she never noticed.
Others told him to pay no mind. They told him she would never notice, she would never care to say hi. They said he should just give up, that she was too stuck up. But he stayed by her side and daydreamed about the day they would speak.

One day the girl with no name was lost in a dream and missed her bus. When she arrived she was stricken with crippling anxiety from all of the eyes staring at her as if she had interrupted a sacred ritual. All she could do was apologize. She wanted to cry. She tried to escape but Every time she closed her eyes all she could see was their evil eyes. She hurried to her seat so no one would care to pay attention any further.

In her corner, she tried to hide, but then she saw the boy at her side. He looked at her with nothing but loving eyes. She saw him and felt so safe. She had no idea a stranger could make someone feel so warm with simply a smile. With this feeling of such heartwarming love she cried. He hugged her and with worry in his tone he said, "Hi, I...i.. didn't mean to make you cry". She just smiled and softly spoke, "Hi".

Every day from here on she spoke to the boy with enough love in his eyes to make a stranger cry. They spoke of their dreams and what they wished to be. The girl without a name showed the boy all the worlds in her mind. They built a world just for them to which they would escape and dream out the days.

They built a place of their own. The girl thanked whatever was in space for the days that her boy waited for her. She was happier than she had ever been before and couldn't imagine a life without him anymore.

The boy with love in his eyes had never loved anyone more than he loved the soul that belonged to the girl with no name. She was completely worth the wait. Every day he remembered the day she finally said hello. He was happy that she was finally beside him like he was beside her.

The girl without a name opened up and showed the world her face. She opened her heart so her boy could be inside. She was no longer a girl with no name. She was the girl with the guy.

All was well, but as you know every fairytale must come to an end. I'm sorry to say this but it's time for the end and for the darkness to begin.

The boy's love in his eyes began to dry. The girl once again began to cry but not because she was overtaken by love but because this time she was left with a longing for it. She had become an addict requiring the love that was once plentiful. Her space in her mind was overtaken by memories of the times they had spent together. She no longer had a corner to hide in. All she had left was tears to cry.

The boy had to say goodbye because she had sucked him completely dry. He began to die inside. She had let a rodent in to eat up all the crops. She hadn't protected him well enough. She was caught in her addiction and his love had been replaced with venom.

She loved him and would never wish him wrong but now he was gone. If it weren't for her stupid brain, always behind in the things that really matter. She had all she could have ever wanted in life and she let it leave her behind.

She wished she could cry but all she had the strength to do was to say goodbye, let out one solemn sigh, and enter her broken mind for the very last time. This time it wasn't to give her new life. This time it was to die.

Now finally she would leave the whole world behind until it was just her and her mind. This is what she has always wanted. Right?

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