Does It Matter? (boyxboy) Intro

Does It Matter? (boyxboy) part 2

Hey Violet here! just wanted to say that this is my first time writing a boyxboy novel but i like it so far. If you guys have any ideas or suggestions id love to hear them. so comment, and dont forget to keep reading :)

And now the story heats up!!

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I went home with my mind racing. What exactly happened in that greenhouse, what was I feeling? Well if it came to the fact that I was very interested in Tanner it not like I could tell my friends, being popular and gay did not exactly mix. Truthfully I had never intended to be popular, I was always a fan of sport so I joined the football team, I just happened to be very attractive so popularity came automatically. I never wanted to be popular and I would give it up. Then again lots of people say that and actually are okay?

When I got home my older brother, Daniel, was sitting at the island gorging on a plate of peanut butter cookies.

“Yo Jess did mom buy anymore whip cream?” he asked.

“No but if you got off your lazy ass then maybe you could so buy some.”

“Cant I’m broke”

“Well if you went to collage or got a job maybe you wouldn’t be”

“Well smartass it easy for you to say, you’ve already gotten what 3 or 4 scholarships? What did I get 4 or 5 rejection letters?”

“Not my fault you’re an idiot” I said in a cold voice. I walked into the kitchen, dropping my bag on the floor. My brother pissed me off; he was 25 for god sakes and still living at home? I wasn’t sure whether to pity him or give up on him.

“What hot your g string in a twist?” Daniel asked with a smirk.

“Ya that’s real clever of you, what makes you think something’s wrong?”

“I don’t know, never mind” he dropped the topic but I knew he was desperate to know what was bothering me. The one redeeming quality my brother had was that he could keep secrets.

“Danny?”

“What bro?”

“Do you have any friends who are...Um…gay?” he stared at me curiously for a moment.

“Why are you homo?”

“Well no I mean not exactly, I mean I just that I’ve never been attracted to girls so ya.”

“There’s more to it than that, I mean come on I’m not that stupid. Did you look at some guy and think he was hot?”

“He was more cu…cute and I mean ya maybe i mean I kissed him.”

“YOU WHAT?!”

“I kissed him and I kinda really liked it”

“Well then I uh guess that your answer, but bro that was um I little un expected.”

“Ya I know just promise you absolutely can not tell mom or dad okay? And if you tell any of your dick friends ill beat the shit out of you”

“As if you could, and second why the hell would I tell are parents it not like there asking.”

/////////////////////////////Next Day//////////////////////////////

I walked into school with a new determination; I planned on confronting Tanner again. I had a lot of questions, and a lot to tell him myself.

I walked down the hall to my second period English class. I peeked inside to see if Tanner had arrived yet, I saw him hunched over a book. He was the kind of person who interacted with friends but pretty much ignored everyone else around him. He was different, unique even and I liked that about him.

“Pssst hey Tanner!” I whispered to him from the door. Our teacher Mr.Stanzel hadn’t come yet so I had time. Tanner looked over at me with a look that clearly said what the hell do you want now? I then noticed other people in the class looking at me, probably wondering what I could possibly what with Tanner. Reluctantly he got up from his seat and walked to the door.

“Jessie what do you want?” I grabbed his wrist and lead him to the empty class room next door; it was only used for extra curricular activities so there was no need to worry about curious eyes. “Seriously your starting to care me so could we talk quickly?” he aid staying near the door.

“look I have some things to ask you and something’s to tell you”

“Alright let hear it then?”

“Okay o you said you had tried my type before, care to elaborate?”

“Captain of the basketball team, Tyler Valleno, we were a secret couple for a long time. He got a scholarship to some university for basketball in the states. He aid for a jock he should be with girls not guys and that our relationship, the things we had done were gross, so he aid goodbye.” I remember Tyler he was incredible and also two years older than us.

“When you say the ‘things you had done’ done that mean like you guys..”

“That’s none of your business, next question”

“What do you mean not my business it is by the way, and my second question is will you go out with me?”

“No”

“No? What do you mean no, i understand what Tyler did to you hurt but what makes you think ill do the same?”

“Because all jocks are the same!”

“Don’t tell me you didn’t feel good when I kissed you”

“I did but that’s different” now I was getting irritated with him. Why was he being difficult? Didn’t he understand how hard this was for me to ask?

“Fine then lets kiss again”

“Your psycho or something so no” he started to leave but I reached him first. I pulled him back into the room and shut the door. His face was pure shock as I wrestled him onto one of the large desks. I straddled him and pinned his wrists above his head. He struggled but I was much stronger. I leaned down and pressed my mouth to his forcing his lips apart. He tried to turn away but I held him so he had no choice. I slipped my tongue into his mouth moving it in and out. He began to give up and give in, he slipped his tongue in my mouth and I let out a soft moan as he pulled on my lower lip. I then moved to his neck as I ran my tough all the way down and back up. He let out several soft groans and I repeatedly teased him. I moved my hand down his chest and around to his butt. He was enjoying this and I knew, his groaning continued as our kiss deepened. It was'nt till the PA system came on and said “Would Jessie Smith and Tanner Randall please return to period 2”. We reluctantly pulled away. I released A flushed red Tanner and he slowly sat up. With out looking at me he said “Alright one date and that’s it” but it was enough.