Sabriel And Destiel Oneshots

silence is violence

I can't seem to smile like I used too.

Im not who I once was. I'm no mighty archangel, Im no trickster, I'm just...lonely. The days seem to get longer and darker. Candies don't seem to do the trick any more. What's wrong with me? I can have anything I want in the world but i still feel so empty. It's getting harder to do normal things, my smile isn't genuine and everything just seems like a million shades of grey. What happened to the games, tricks and chaos? It doesn't bring me joy any longer, it doesn't make me smile.

Silence.
That's all I hear. The white noise. I can see their lips moving, I feel their eyes looking at me, but I can't hear a thing they are saying. Its like someone turned down the volume on life. Dull, lonely, sad, that's all I feel. I'm scared. No one knows how scared I am of this silence because I always put on my good face. Only for show, never real.

But then there's him. Tall, smart and oh so handsome. The light of my life, ny noise. When I'm with him, the color returns to the world, the skies are blue, the grass is green, there is so much color. My heart threatens to rip out of my chest when im with him. Sam Winchester; My samshine. All of the amazing things he makes me feel don't compare to this one thing. When im with him, there's sound. I can hear the birds sing, the wind dance in the sky, the rain gently patter on every surface, there's noise. Sam Winchester, my everything. Words can't describe how much he means to me. He's my color and sound, my whole life.

But still deep in my heart...

The silence always comes for me.