His Little Secret || Taekook (ON HOLD)

Chapter eighteen

"J-Jungkook!"

Jungkook looked up from his palms at the person who called his name and he couldn't believe his eyes. His eyes were met with another pair of familiar beautiful hazel eyes which stared into his with concern. Those were the eyes he was longing to stare into. Those eyes were the drug to his pure soul. Those eyes always got him high. He could feel his heart feeling all those feelings he felt five years ago as he stared into those hazel eyes.

The boy with the said eyes opened the door and got in as he locked the door behind him. He smiled warmly at the mess that jungkook was as he placed his hands on jungkook's tear stained cheeks and wiped the rest of the tears left on the broken boy's cheeks, and jungkook just sat there staring blankly.

Jungkook was not in his senses. He was staring at the familiar boy in front of him as the said boy gently wiped his tears. He took in every detail he could possibly see on the boy in front of him. The way the curly hazelnut hair was resting on his forehead, how the lips curled up more with each tear wiped, how the boy was dressed in casual shirt and pants like he used to, how he looked absolutely beautiful even in the harsh lighting, and how the boy's smile was enough to melt his frozen heart. Jungkook kept the detail of everything. But he couldn't speak. He was too shocked to.

"S-So long?" Jungkook whispered, finally being able to speak but still stuttering as his eyes filled with tears again. He was having a rollercoaster of emotions staring at the precious boy in front of him. He was happy but furious, sad but delighted, all at once. "T-Tae!" He yelled happily as he launched himself at the beautiful boy in front of him. Taehyung was soon engulfed into a bone crushing hug. Jungkook's hands were tangled in taehyung's soft hair and he nuzzled closure into Tae's chest. Soon enough jungkook's face was painted with tears again as he sobbed into Tae's chest.

"W-Where were y-you? I was so s-sad Tae Tae!" Jungkook said as he tightened his grip on Tae who was also in tears now. "I'm sorry baby." He whispered in jungkook's ears before he lifted them both off the floor that they fell onto when jungkook hugged Tae. He gently pushed jungkook off of himself and smiled when jungkook looked at him with a confused face. "Let's go! I have to show you something." He said and grabbed jungkook's wrist, dragging them both out of the rest room. "B-But.." jungkook was interrupted as Tae dragged him away from everything.

They were going through a hall full of people who were pretending as if Tae wasn't even there. Jungkook shook off his thoughts as they both walked up the stairs to the terrace. "Uh Tae?" Jungkook called out and taehyung turned around to face him with a concerned look as he noticed the younger seemed uncomfortable. "What's it kook?" He said intervening their hands together to calm jungkook who blushed immediately. "Um.. it's just that, terrace is forbidden for some reason as you can see" jungkook said pointing at the forbidden sign on the door to the terrace as Tae stood there admiring the adorable bunny boy. "My new bosses are not the nicest and I don't think they would like it." Jungkook finished his sentence and smiled apologetically. "Also there is a lock!" He pointed when he noticed and Tae just chuckled.

"Every lock has a key" Tae said proudly as he took a key out of his back pocket and opened the door with it. He turned around to take jungkook's hand, just to notice the boy was stunned. "Don't ask." Taehyung immediately said as he dragged jungkook in, knowing the boy might have his doubts. But as soon as jungkook entered the terrace, he was speechless. He forgot about his past questions. Taehyung held his hands in his own as they stood there admiring the beautiful scene in front of them. Jungkook was staring at the beautiful flower beds that were there and Tae was staring at jungkook's beautiful smile that made him have a sense of belonging. He lived to make sure jungkook's smile always was there on his face.

"Tae this terrace garden thing is so beautiful oh my god." Jungkook said as he hugged Tae and jumped happily. He always loved nature and Tae knew it. He knew jungkook would be happy if he saw this. He hugged jungkook back and kissed his forehead as he ran his hand through jungkook's hair. He was glad that he got out of his death just to see the younger happy because it was worth it. He would do anything to see that smile on jungkook's face.

"Thanks Tae! You don't know what I've been through without you." Jungkook said, once again squeezing the living lights out of Tae. He hugged harder this time which made both of them fall into one of the flower beds. They ended up laughing at each other and then just staring with smiles plastered to their faces. Everything seemed really calm and peaceful. Jungkook suddenly caressed Tae's hair. He chuckled lightly as he got a flower petal out of Tae's hair. It got stuck in his curly hair when they first fell down. And even though both the boy's were sitting in the middle of thousands of beautiful flowers, both of them were still more beautiful to each other.

"Jungkook please be happy. Don't forget, even though people leave, life still goes on. And there are many more things to life." Taehyung said, breaking the comfortable silence as he sighed.

"I understand Tae. I will...try. But be with me- " Jungkook tried to say but Tae stopped him.

"I am not important jungkook!" Tae said as he sighed in disappointment. Jungkook looked at Tae with frustration and pain reflecting in his eyes as he stood up. "I'm not going let you go this time!" Jungkook said as his eyes filled with tears. And his eyes which once showed love and happiness were filled with anger.

"Look I understand you want to go back to how it used to be but you gotta get used to it eventually, you know." Taehyung said standing up as well and looking jungkook straight in the eye. The comfortable atmosphere that surrounded them moments ago was long gone, it was suffocating them without doubt. But neither of them cared enough about it.

"Okay so you want me to go away? Forget that I saw you?" Jungkook questioned as he crossed his arms in front of his chest and raised his eyebrows. His eyes were starting to get teary once again but he didn't want to just cry. He wanted answers. He needed to know.

"Yes. I'm sorry. I just wanted to make you realise the worth of life so you don't waste it thinking about me." Taehyung said as he smiled apologetically and averted his eyes. He felt guilty but he was doing it to save jungkook so it didn't matter.

"Taehyung please I–" jungkook started and it was clear he was mad but before he could say anything else he stopped and a loud thud was heard. Taehyung immediately looked back up to find jungkook down on the floor, flat on his face and jimin standing behind him with a iron rod in his hands.