His Little Secret || Taekook (ON HOLD)

Chapter twenty two

Jungkook's pov.
"And there's something else..." He whispered. Suddenly I was getting engulfed in yet another hug. I felt my shirt getting wet and understood that Jin hyung was crying and I could hear his sobs this time." Yoongi tried committing suicide." When I heard the last sentence I swear I froze for a few moments before I reacted.

"He what?!" I yelled and stood up. It felt as if everything was suddenly falling apart. My heart was beating loudly in my chest by this time. Yoongi hyung committing suicide was like the most unbelievable thing to exist. He used to be the strongest person I knew but one person killed all of those statements. I could not understand why would he take such risky measures.

"Why would he try something like that?" I whispered softly as I fell back down on the bed. "Why would he—"

"Because, you know he never had the kind of love that Jimin gave him. His parents disowned him, his siblings bullied him, he never had friends and we came into his life way late but even after all this, he never gave up just because he did not care about the people who did not care about him." Jin hyung said as he wiped his stray tears. I understood every line he said as if I was feeling the same. As if I experienced the same things but I still felt lost. And pain doesn't even began to explain what my heart was hit with.

"Then why did he care this time?" I asked as tears formed in my eyes. Yoongi hyung was just like a brother to me. It hurt me a lot to hear such things about him.

"He cared this time because someone who cared about him, left him. Jimin cared about him and Yoongi knew that. That's why he cared. This was his limit. He couldn't keep up with his past and present haunting him and did not want his future to haunt him as well." He said and clasped my hands in his. The honesty and pain in his eyes burnt into my soul and made me feel like now is the only moment I was "living" in. I was speechless. For moments and on we did not speak, just sat there with our hands in each other's.

"There is another bad news too." He finally said after the long silence.

"What's that?" I asked, not really interested to know, knowing I can't take much more pain.

"Hoseok is in the hospital too. He was trying to save Yoongi and got hurt. But not much. He just has small injuries. So nothing to worry about." He said with a sigh. He smiled calmly and it showed he felt lighter. This time his smile wasn't forced, it was broken but not forced.

"Hyung, thank you and I love you." I said with a big smile with the tear stains still on my face. I dragged him into a bone crushing hug and sighed into his shoulder as I did.

"I love you too, Jungkook. So much. But why are you thanking me?" He said, patting my back and chuckling.

"Just cause." I mumbled with a baby voice. He was always the protective, loving big brother to me. The brother I never had. I owed him a lot but most of all, I owed him some appreciation. All the things he did for me all my life are way more than things that i can just show my gratitude towards. He deserved way more than just a little appreciation.

"Ohkay ohkay, kookie-ah. I'm going to go downstairs to help Namjoon. And your most welcome." He said happily and pushed me off of him as gently as he could. He seemed happier. It made me feel happier knowing I could at least be able to get that smile on his face again and so I grinned like an idiot as usual.

"Oh and by the way, here" he murmured, giving me a piece of folded paper. "I did not open it. It might be personal because your boss with the silver hair gave it to me. " He completed, winking at me and left with a laugh.

He closed the door behind him as he left the room and I just sat there in confusion. Mr.Scary wrote a letter for me? The guy who practically dissed me, wrote a letter to me? I feel they would've wrote a sophisticated letter about them firing me. If so, they could've just shot an email to me. I do not want to get fired before even getting to work.