Tattoo'd Lady (A Brian May Fanfiction) -English-

You're more beautiful than before

My dear Queenies, before leaving you reading the new chapter, I want to tell you that from the next week I'll start the publication of a new story: The Luckycharm. I hope you'll read it and that you'll like it. I'll post the last chapter of Tattoo'd Lady in two weeks. Thanks and enjoy this chapter!
Manuela-Rhapsody

SMUT

"Oh no!" I exclaim, touching the emptiness "This is not my nighstand!"
"What are you looking for Brian?" Lilibeth asks me, I think that tonight she'll seriously change opinion on me.
"It's that... I was looking for condoms, but I forgot them at home" I explain her, a little embarrassed.
"Oh" she says to me, a little worried.
"Lilibeth, you... could we use yours?"
"I don't have any"
"How is that possible that you not have any? Don't tell me that since you've been here in London you've never met a guy with whom..." I stop, Lilibeth is looking at me in a way I don't like. Suddenly her gaze has darkened, her eyes have saddened.

"I'll see if Jessica has them, wait here" she just tells me, getting out of bed

She opens the nightstand's door, pulls out a nightgown and wears it, then she leaves the room without saying me anything else.

"Lilibeth, wait..." I try to stop her, but without success, she doesn't hear me or maybe she doesn't want to hear me.

I sit on the bed, I collapse on the headboard and I cross my arms. In front of me there's another me and more precisely the one of the photo session at Freddie's home, that for the Queen I booklet.

"Very good Brian" I puff, looking at my reflection in the poster "Very good, you're really a genius. Who are you to tell her what you said. Who?"

As soon as I hear Lilibeth's voice coming from the corridor, I immediately turn to the half-open door.

"Can you lend me them please?" she asks to her friend.
"Of course, Lilibeth, don't worry" Jessica replies to her and the silence falls again on the second floor of the Hill's house.

I keep staring at the door and I keep thinking about how much I've been an asshole. I don't know why sometimes I say certain things.

"Thanks Jessica" Lilibeth's voice from the corridor takes me back to reality.
"You're welcome Lili, but tomorrow you have to tell me who you're having fun with" Jessica concludes and I hear her laughing before she closes her bedroom door.

Lilibeth didn't laugh, maybe she have decided that she doesn't want to have fun with me anymore.

"But she's not just fun for me" I keep thinking "If I could make her understand how she's important to me, if I could..."

The noise of a door closing distracts me from my thoughts.

I look up and I see Lilibeth walking to me: the nightgown she wears is white, short, she forgotten to tie its two laces that now dangling over her chest.

"Here is your condoms, Jessica gave them to me" she just tells me, handing me the box.
"Thanks" I say, grabbing it and placing it on the nightstand.

Lilibeth sits at the edge of the bed and I seat next to her. She doesn't look at me, she looks away, she's offended by what I told her and she's not all wrong.

"Lilibeth, I..., sorry..."
"Brian" she interrupts me and she finally looks at me again "You cheated, but you've never been cheated. You don't know what it feels like, you can't understand. You feel disappointed, angry, bitter, pissed off and you know why? Because the person you love cheated not just on you, but also your trust. Here in London I met many guys, but I've never brought anyone of them to bed with me, never. The pain I felt, the pain I feel, is so big that..." she stops.