Dreamy eyes 《 CHANBAEK 》

6

Another week passed with no sign of Chanyeol , he kept thinking of the boy . Of his scent , that familiar aura . Everything , thoughts just floated all around his head

" I'm sorry " One morning Baekhyun heard a boy that was dressed into a blue jeans , and a soft yellow shirt with a bow-tie saying . It was Chanyeol . " What the hell Chanyeol ? " Baekhyun laughed at the cute glasses Chanyeol was wearing , making his eyes seem even bigger " I'm sorry sir my name isn't Chanyeol , I'd like though a bouquet of flowers for a certain special "
" Oh I see sir " Baekhyun joked
" Something that would make him remember me "

Baekhyun froze .. It was like a bazaar and a brutal Dejavou . He wanted to burst into Chanyeol's hands . But he convinced himself that it was just a coincidence

" Are you going somewhere sir ? " He asked
" Nope .. "

" Here .. Purple is a really nice color , it said to be loved by the special certains " He gave the flowers to Chanyeol . Chanyeol approached to give the money and their fingers met . Like in the old romantic movies , they stopped breathing not to make an awkward noise until Baekhyun coughed

" Bye sir " He had said
" Bye "

The next morning when he went back to the store he found a bouquet outside with purple flowers . He smirked , as expected he thought . But there was also a card , with shaky hands he went inside . He put the card under the delivery book and went to take a bottle with water for the flowers " Here " He mumbled and placed them inside a green vase . He sat down and sighed , he didn't want to read the card , no he didn't. But he did

Hello Certain special

I'd like to tell you that something has occurred up and I'll be missing for sometime . I'm sorry . I really am . Don't forget me cause I won't

" Oh " Baekhyun said after reading the card .. " I see " He wiped his cheeks not sure if it was sweat or tears " I should have seen that coming " He went outside the store as if he could see Chanyeol for one last time " It was nice as it lasted right ? " He turned his head towards the flowers for them being the only thing he should actually care about " I failed again . For once more I wasn't enough " He sat on his knees on the spot he had once found Chanyeol sitting in the morning. He took off his robe and he leaned his head to the yellow wall , and he remembered . He had the exact same thought " I disappointed you again didn't I ? " , he thought . Just like 5 months ago . When he had bought the store

" Can I open my eyes now ? " The girl had asked as her eyes were covered by Baekhyun's hands " Wait " Baekhyun said bitting his lip in excitement " That's .. so beautiful Baekie , so majestic " She said being mesmerized by the old store before her . There were spider webs in the corners , dust on the floor . The glasses were broken and sharp , the walls were rotten . And in front of the store the street was filled with rubbish . But she didn't see that , she only saw her Baekie having plastered a full smile , with his eyes lovely again . His hands on the air explaining her his plans for the store . It would be a flower shop where he would be able to put his massive thoughts out , and create . He would paint it yellow , bright colors he had said . So when they were together he would have her to bright up his mood and on the store , well the store itself . " I'll paint it tommorow " He told her and she rushed to hug , squiz him " WE are going to paint it tommorow "

So tommorow came . Baekhyun had woken up early in the morning to clean the store . The girl had folded him some snacks because she knew he would be starving after cleaning all this mess . She would come later as she had to go to her brother . Baekhyun placed the food up in his bag in order not to touch the ground and get dirty . He grabbed a mop and as he was cleaning he was also mumbling his favourite song . The sweat running from all over him told him that he should take a break . He unzipped his jacket and he let it fall to the floor . It wasn't winter , it was middle of the summer , the sun had the power to make you dizzy . Baekhyun had last night weighed himself , he was two pounds heavier , normal , it was normal he had told himself . It was what he was supposed to do , gain weight . But at that night he didn't sleep , he lit up the candles and took a pen . He took off all his clothes and with the pen he pointed the places of his body where there shouldn't be any kind of weight , and he found a lot . The shadows of the candles gave him another point of view for his body , other places to cut off . So today he found the opportunity to lose some calories . Exhausted he sat beside the food , he opened it , the smell rushed all over him but in a stubborn mind he threw the food to the nearest trash can and put on his jacket . He started cleaning and cleaning until even his jacket was wet , like it was dragged out of the sea . The atmosphere seemed suffocating so he went outside , the sun hit him even harder he had no power to stand on his knees . He fell on the floor and in a fading view he saw his girl running to his direction , screaming his name , holding the paint and a flower . Next thing he knew he was in a hospital room with the girl sleeping on the chair , he felt his head burning and his eyes dried out " You woke up , you are so lucky " The doctor said entering the room waking the girl up who rushed to Baekhyun " Look , you have anorexia nervosa .. it's not irreversible . You have time . But don't ever do again what you did today .. wearing winter clothes in the summer while exercising " As the doctor had expected the only person crying was the girl . Baekhyun as every other patient had a tired and serious face " You can get going , I'll write you some vitamins to help you gain weight easily " He added and left the room leaving them alone " You are disappointed " Baekhyun muttered " I'm worried " The girl had her voice broken .

Silence .

And now , today Baekhyun thought the same thing . He'll never be able to satisfy anyone ever