*Still in flashback*
When Jungkook woke up he had a pounding headache. He slowly lifted himself up and sat on his knees. He rubbed his head and felt dry blood on the side of his forehead. Jungkook looked around, he was still in the abandoned alley except his memory from yesterday was a bit fuzzy. The sky was gray and chilly as he rubbed his eyes and looked around. Jungkook's eyes then landed on Jimin. He was still lying on his side as Jungkook immediately went over to him.
"Jimin! Jiminie! Wake up!" Jungkook begged.
Jimin's eyes fluttered open as he felt his stomach churn.
"Jungkook?" Jimin asked since his vision was barely coming too.
"Jiminie are you ok?" Jungkook frantically asked.
He helped Jimin sit up as Jimin wrapped an arm around his stomach. He felt nauseous and gross. Jimin shook his head no as Jungkook helped him stand up. Jimin quickly ran to a corner of the abandoned dirty alley and threw up. He felt so gross and so weak. Jungkook went over and rubbed Jimin's back as he finished emptying himself out. Jungkook frantically checked his pockets and was glad that his phone was still there. He checked his wallet and saw his money missing but he didn't care as long as he had his card and ID. He had a little water bottle in one of his pockets with some gum as he gave Jimin the little water bottle to rinse out his mouth. Jimin took it and rinsed his mouth before spitting out the water. He took the gun Jungkook gave him and wrapped his arms around himself as he shivered. Jungkook quickly too off his jacket and wrapped in around Jimin before picking him up bridal style and walking home. Jimin looked up and saw the dried blood that dropped down the side of Jungkook's head. He rested his head against Jungkook's chest and inhaled his scent, the scent of safety.
When they got home Jungkook gently set Jimin down. Jimin went upstairs to brush his teeth while Jungkook went and sat on their couch. Blossom jumped into his lap as he pet her and tried to remember what happened last night. Jimin came back down from upstairs after brushing his teeth, carrying a first aid kit. He went over and sat in front of Jungkook as he opened it and took out some wipes and gauze. Both were silent as Jimin lifted his hands to wipe away the dried blood. Jungkook hissed at the contact since his cut was still open a bit. Jimin put some ointment on it and on his bruises before using a big bandaid to cover the cut. He threw away the wipe and trash before going back and sitting in front of Jungkook. It was silent between the two until Jungkook spoke up.
"Jiminie....what happened last night." Jungkook softly asked.
Jimin fiddled with his fingers until Jungkook took his hands and intertwined them.
"I don't know...I don't remember either." Jimin admit.
Jungkook sighed a bit as he looked up at Jimin.
"Something bad happened, I know that."
"I think I was raped." Jimin suddenly said.
Jungkook's eyes widened as he looked at Jimin. Jimin's doe eyes met Jungkook's as his eyes got teary.
"I'm sorry Jungkook I don't know what happened! ImsorryImsorryImsorry!" Jimin started to sob as Jungkook quickly enveloped Jimin in his arms.
Jimin cried into Jungkook's chest as he curled his fingers into his shirt. Now Jungkook remembered, they had been cornered, he had been knocked out, and he was forced to watch Jimin be raped in front of him. Jimin continued to cry as Jungkook rubbed his back to ease him.
"No, I'm sorry Jiminie. I remember everything now. I'm sorry, I wasn't strong enough to protect you. It's my fault this happened to us." Jungkook said.
He grit his teeth as angry tears slid down his cheek and he buried his face in Jimin's hair. Jimin just hugged Jungkook tighter.
"It's not your fault Kook. We should have just called the cops when we had the chance." Jimin said.
Jungkook nodded as he continued to silently cry.
"It's not your fault Kook." Jimin reassured him but Jungkook couldn't help but feel as if it WAS his fault.
"Do you remember what they looked like?" Jimin softly asked.
Jungkook shook his head no.
"Do you know if they ever said their names? Do you remember what they looked like?" Jungkook asked Jimin.
Jimin shook his head no too.
"We have nothing to report to the police then. We can't do anything, we have no proof." Jungkook softly spoke.
Both just stayed in each other's embrace as tears continued to fall.
"It's okay Kook. We'll be okay."
*End of Flashback*
"Kook." Jimin whispered.
Jungkook looked away as tears threatened to leave his eyes. He couldn't forget that night.
"I had finished fighting yesterday, and I was so close to winning until one of the guys said 'if you fight like that, it makes sense why your boyfriend got raped'. I got weak and lost." Jungkook admit.
Jimin's mouth slightly opened as he let out a small gasp.
"Kook no." Jimin instantly cupped Jungkook's face, "I've told you so many time it's not your fault ok. You're not weak Kookie ok and you know how much I love you." Jimin said as tears threatened to fall.
"I feel weak Jiminie. If I were stronger back then it wouldn't have happened." Jungkook said as a tear slid down his cheek.
"Kook. I'm trying to let go of what happened back then and you need to too! You're stronger now but what? Are you going to go in time and beat up those guys? No, you can't change the past but you CAN change the future. Jungkook you're one of the strongest people I've ever met and I'm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend. I honestly don't know how you've put up with me for 4 years but you have! And answer me, who's child am I carrying right now?" Jimin said as tears fell down his cheek.
Jungkook couldn't help but laugh as tears fell. He hugged Jimin and placed his head on his shoulder.
"Mine but I thought you would hate to find out I was fighting. I thought you would be scared of me." Jungkook admit.
"I would never hate you Kookie but don't be afraid to tell me things, ok?"
Jungkook hummed and nodded as he nuzzled his head into Jimin's shoulder. Jimin wiped away his tears as he stroked Jungkook's hair. Jungkook couldn't help but smile before lifting his head and looking at Jimin. Jimin cupped Jungkook's face and gave him a soft smile before kissing his forehead.
"I love you." Jimin said.
"I love you too and since you said I shouldn't be afraid to tell you things. Well..." Jungkook said as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box.
He opened the box to reveal a silver ring as he looked up at Jimin. Jimin gasped and covered his mouth as tears streamed down his face now.
"Will you marry me Park Jimin?" Jungkook asked.
Jimin cried as he nodded his head yes.
"Ye-yes! Yes! Yesyesyes!" Jimin said.
Jungkook smiled as he put the ring on Jimin's finger and kissed his fiancé's plump lips. Jimin returned the kiss as he wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck. Jungkook smiled and wiped away Jimin tears. He wrapped his arms around Jimin's waist and rubbed the sides of his three month baby bump. Jimin couldn't help but smile as he put his forehead against Jungkook's.
"You happy eomma?"
"So happy appa." Jimin giggled.
Jungkook smiled as he bent down and placed a kiss on Jimin's belly before looking up at him.
"I love you both so much."
"We love you so much too."
