Where did our love begin?//Jikook

A new beginning?

Jimins POV
    "Hi." Jungkook whispered.

     "Why am I here?" I asked flat out.

"I don't know, why are you? I didn't ask you." Jungkook said.

"Uh, I-I don't know." I stuttered. What the fuck, stuttering? Come on Jimin. He chuckled lightly through his frown.

He let out a deep breath and just sat there, silent, but then he turned, looking at me through sad eyes. "I know you won't believe me, but I won't stop loving you." Jungkook choked out. I closed my eyes and let out a shaky and ragged breath.

"If you loved me-" I hiccuped, "why the hell did you hurt me?" He stared at me with those dough eyes, his lips pressed into a thin line.

"Do you think I wanted this? As I got to know you, I realized that I-" he slammed his fist onto his knee, "-I made the biggest fucking mistake I ever could making that bet, and I never wanted them to tell you, so I kept trying to pay it off." He shook his head and let out a soft chuckle, "but I guess that didn't work did it?" He shrugged and sniffled.

"You're a piece of shit! Don't you get it! Trying to pay off something like it was nothing?!" I  barked. "Do I mean absolutely anything to you!?" He stayed silent, "of course, keep your sorrys! Keep your lies!"

"I'm sorry, but I know that won't cut it for the shit I've done," I stood there, I wanted to leave, but I couldn't. I was so angry, so upset that I didn't even know what to think.

"Sorry," I mumbled, "everyone is fucking sorry, everyone I meet is fucking sorry!"

"What else do you want me to say huh?!" Jungkook shot back, "I was fucking wrong, and I know that now! I lost a person I truly loved, and that's my fucking fault!" I stepped back, and he looked out onto the lake "if you want to go, then just go Jimin." I felt my heart drop, and tears start to prick my eyes, threatening to spill, but I shook them away, I started to walk off the rock, but my foot slipped. "Woah!" I felt him grab onto to me, he held me against him.

"Let me go," I pushed him off me, and jumped off the rock, leaving him sitting there, I felt his eyes pierce daggers into my back, but I couldn't go back.

As I walked back to my car I could feel my ankle throbbing from  slipping. I got into my car and started to drive away from him. My tears slipped onto the wheel. However, one thing I knew I could feel in my heart is that I still love him.

Jungkook's POV

I wanted to kiss him so badly, but when he said those words, my heart felt like it was stabbed for the millionth time.

I just laid my head in between my knees and took deep breaths to calm me down.

After a while I got off the rock and walked to my motorcycle. Except when I got there I could see Jimin in his car, tears spilling before me.

Why are we hurting ourselves?