Flashbacks

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(Trigger warning) Bold means triggering part

"Son, I'm disappointed in you! Son, why should I call you that!" My dad traumatized. He came at me with his fist and grabbed me by my collar. I was searching for air as my eyes let out tears among tears. I choked out a few words.

"Let me go!" I pleaded.

I felt myself shoot forward, while I coughed, I felt sweat drip to my chin, and that's when the tears started to fall once again. I rip my covers off myself, throwing myself off the bed and rushing into the bathroom.

I rip open the medicine cabinet, fumbling around to find my razor. I suddenly feel my hand grip the handle, I rip it out of the cabinet, and smash it onto the sink so I could get the razorblade inside. I saw it fall to the floor, as it clattered against the white marble, smiling at me, I grab it and look at it. I just stared at it, "come on," I shoved it toward my wrist, but I stopped just before it could cut skin. I watched as fresh tears dripped onto my proclin skin, then rolling down my wrist and hitting the marble floor. "Do it," I whispered, but my hand wouldn't move, "god damnit! Just fucking do it!" I chuck the razor across the room, hearing it make a loud ting before clattering in the bathtub beside me. I sink to the floor slowly, bringing my hands up to my face.

"What would Jungkook do?" I ask myself, my mind goes to all those good memories to share, the kisses that were exchanged, and just all the love with gave each other. I smiled for a second, but it quickly went away, knowing it was all over. "He wouldn't care," I said, "he wouldn't give a damn," I kept repeating to myself, while I stood up again. I rip open the medicine cabinet again, and grab a bottle of pills, "take the easy way out," I mumbled. But I shakily opened the pills and put them into my mouth.  

Suddenly, I could hear a small quiet knock at the door. I felt my throat go dry, I couldn't swallow them, I tried but couldn't. Then, someone came rushing through the doors. "Jimin!" Jin grabbed my cheeks making my spit out all the pills that were in my mouth.

"What are you trying to do kill me!" I yelled with tears still falling from my cheeks.

"What are you trying to do sleep? What the hell is up with you lately!" I sunk to the floor once again. Jin, Hoseok, and Namjoon all stood around me.

"Jungkook..." I whispered.

"What?" Jin said softly.

"Get him here now! I want him now!" I yelled, still tasting the bitter taste of pills in my mouth.

"I don't think-"

"I don't give a damn what you think! Just-" I stopped, taking a painful breath, "please," I sniffled, "please get him."

"Jin, why don't you grab Jimin's phone and dial Jungkook. Maybe he needs him more than us?" Namjoon asked nicely.

Neutral POV

"Fine." He said. Jin popped up and walked out of the bathroom to grab the phone from Jimin's bedroom. The rest of them stayed to help comfort Jimin.

'Hey Jimin why did you call me at 10 at night?'

'Come to his house now! This is Jin and Jimin is NOT doing great. He keeps asking for you.' Jungkook didn't even say anything, there was just dial tone, Jin hung up angrily. He walked back into the bathroom to sit with Jimin, until he got there.

About 10 minutes later Jungkook came bursting through the door into Jimin's house.

Jimin's POV

"Hey, hey," I stared at him with sorrow, "why don't you guys get out of here?"

"I not leaving you with him ass," Jungkook gave Jin a glare.

"I got this, believe me," I suddenly felt Jungkook lift me off the ground, but that's the last thing I could remember, since I dozed off in his arms.

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