My Love | Satzu

005

Tzuyu pov

This morning when I rushed out to go to my photoshoot, I bumped into someone and when I saw the face, I felt like the heavens are siding with me.

It was Sana. I can't seem to get her out of my head for 2 days now. I am currently at the venue where I would take the pictures.

I just sit there and let them do whatever they want to me with all the layers of make up and hair products, I feel like my head weighs a ton.

Today my manager make sure to pack my whole schedule to the brim as much as she could. Apparently after my popularity has skyrocketed, many sponsors started to call in and she accepted all of them and that explains my schedule.

I kind of feel guilty I didn't get to talk to Sana, being rushed by manager, but she didn't seem to recognise me — disguise is too good.

I feel like a doll being dragged around like this, doing the things that would please them. I know this is my dream but isn't reality a little harsh.

Aish Sana, why do you have to appear and break my resolve like this. I was determined to actually bear with the pain of being an idol, then you come along...

"Tzuyu! Stop losing focus! We need 100% from you! You're an idol not some small time celebrity! Have some professionalism." And there goes my manager, constantly chasing after me.

"I'm so sorry, I'll give in my all to this shoot." I said. Well it is just so she won't be angered further. Anyone who sucks up to her gets better treatment from her.

It was a tip from my sunbaes.

I continued with the shoot and once it was finished, without a single second of rest, I was rushed out once again, to the car.

While driving, I saw Sana again. She walks so elegantly. Is there anything she isn't good at? I just cant take my eyes off her. I'm so happy I'm her idol.

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All right, I finished that book and would be updating this book regularly. However, school is officially starting for me so I'll be on break from 15/10-29/10. That's all.