RYES P.O.V
rye:i real don't know mikey im stressing out
mikey:why you stressing out bud
rye:well we have Livy how on earth are we supposed to have her and a newborn
mikey:rye don't panic it will be ok
rye:im just scared i love liv so much and i don't want to send her of to another family but i just cant see us handling 2 baby's
and after that sentence i just broke down crying
mikey:rye please calm down you will wake andy
i looked up to andy to see if he was still sleeping and no he wasnt he was sat up looking at me
rye:ive got to go mike i will speak in the morning
mikey:alright mate,text me if you need anything
rye:yeah i will thanks
i than hung up
andy ussherd me towards him
i obeyed and walked over to him and sat on his bed
rye:im sorry andy im sorry i am just sceard
andy:i know rye,i am to but we can do this i know we can we have all the boys with us and if you really want to you can ask mike if he wants to move in if that makes you a bit more relaxed
rye:but what if im a bad dad
andy:rye i know you and seeing the way you are with liv you are not a bad dad your an amazing one and i should be the one who's sacred im the one having the baby
he giggled witch made me giggle
andy:now rye its late im tired so can we please just go to sleep
rye:of course we can baby
i gave him a kiss on the cheek and layed down with him
andy:i miss liv
rye:i do to,she's in safe hands tho shes with my mum
andy nodded
andy:when do we get to go home
rye:i spoke to the Doctor and hopefully tomorrow lunch time
andy:thank god,than we will be able to actually cuddle more comfy
rye:you have no idea how much i want to be in are bed cuddling right now,and not in this horrible bed
andy:wait what hospital are we at
rye:the st sandy's (its a made up hospital name)
andy:come with me
he said while getting of his chair and walking out the door, i hopped of the bed and followed him
rye:andy its 2:30 where are we going
andy:just follow me
he than walked into this room
i followed
we went into the room
it was like a chill out cosy place it had a massive sofa,fairy lights, lots of cushions, a tv, blankets and candles
rye:what the hell,how did you know about this
andy:you know my friend izzy
rye:yeah
andy:well when we were like 10 she became very ill and she was originally was at the hospital in manchester but they moved her here I used to come here every week and we used to come and sit in here,and than when we where like 12 or 13 she started to get better so she moved back up to Manchester and than a year later she was out of hospital for good
omg i really didn't know about that,this boy keeps so may things inside of his head and when they come out it really messes him up for a good hour and its so hard to see him like that
i walked up to him and pulled him into a cuddle
rye;im so sorry andy but its over now isn't it shes alright now,now how about we go and lay down
he smiled at me
andy:race ya
and than he ran to the sofa like a little kid
i giggled and just walked over there and layed down next to him
rye:this is a lot comfier
andy:oh yes it is
we have only been led there for about 5 minutes and Andy is already drifting of to sleep
rye:love you baby,sleep well
hope you enjoyed this chapter
