Queries On My Confessions (Harry Styles)

Query 1

Dear Harry,

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do, because I had fell in love with you at first sight. I had known from the very beginning that you were different, that we were different from each other in every way possible. You were the nerdy prep guy that everybody chose to ignore and I was the popular slutty girl who was judged by everyone.

You were not my type of guy, I knew that from the very beginning. You were too innocent and naïve to be my type. But maybe it was your innocence or the way your mesmerizing emerald eyes would stare at me, that made me want to know more about you, that made me fall in love with you. The best quality about you was that you did not judge people just by their outer appearance. You gave everybody a chance to show their real self to you.

You gave me the chance to show my real self to you, the chance to open up to you and the chance to fall in love with you.

I still remember the first day I had talked to you. You were sporting a cute blush the entire time whilst we talked. Your innocence never stopped intriguing me. What I liked about you instantly was that your eyes did not flicker to my body, just stayed focused on my eyes. Right at that moment I knew that you did not judge me like others did by looking at my choice of clothing,

You made me a better person Harry. You were there for me in very hard moment. You never let go of my hand, no matter how much I tried to pull mine away. You were always there to catch me whenever I stumbled on my path of life. You are the only one for me, my love and my life. And I am writing this letter to thank you for loving me back, for making me a better person and mostly for making me view the world differently.

Now that the time is running out day by day, all I want to say is that I will always love you no matter what happens, no matter where I go and even if I won't be there to hold your warm, rough hands anymore.

You are the one, the only one and I love you that it hurts.

Love Nadia.

Song of this chapter is Can't Pretend by Tom Odell