10/15/19

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Kind of fucked up dream but whatever.

Don't remember how it started but my life is sort of like a nightmare. All creepy and scary and the family I'm in is scary too. For some reason I hate my older sister and at one point when we're taking a family photo I grab the giant gun and point it to her head. At the same time my grandfather takes his giant camera out and takes a photo as I shoot both their heads off. Well I shot my sisters head off and left a hole in my grandfathers face and he died anyway.

I don't know what happened to me after that. Well considering this is a scary world anyways, I don't think I was given in to police or anything like that. Then the next scene I remember is that I'm sitting in the middle of the road wearing a tank top that barely covers my ass and I'm only wearing underwear underneath. I'm just chilling on the ragged out couch in the middle of the road while vehicles are rushing by. I could feel the wind and sounds of the vehicles going past me. So close. If any of those vehicles were to swerve or get out of their lane by a bit, I would be hit. But somehow in this Harry Potter like world? It didn't happen so easily. Then this old homeless looking crazy guy came over with his bike and sat right beside me. Obviously with my instincts I got up and left. Then the old guy started to yell at me "come back, you're cute" and shit like that.

Then I went into the train station and changed into my school uniform cause I knew being in only underwear was not safe. As I was heading to the trains I met an acquaintance I hadn't seen in a long time. Although I do keep up with their life on social media I haven't met them in a while. We had a brief conversation about something we would actually talk about in real life. I just asked them if they are still planning to pursue art in the future and they said I don't know.

Then we went out separate ways.

After that I went down my lane of long stairs to the underground train and as I reached the last step I peaked and saw 2 crazy people idling so I immediately jetted back up. I thought to myself I should wait for these people to get on the next train and I'll wait for the next one after that. Turns out, I made a good choice because apparently there were other people waiting just like me because they saw those crazy people below.

Then we to the next train and it was hard getting into the right car cause some were too crowded, some looked like they had crazy people in it, etc. I last minute ran to one that looked ok, I almost didn't get in.
I sat down in a nasty old looking seat. 

Then all of a sudden the announcements come on and we're told to obey instructions or we'll die. Then all of a sudden the people beside every civilian is pointing a need at our veins.

All I was thinking was wow they have every murderer for each civilian perfectly placed.
We were told to eat cupcake pieces in their cup thing. It was weird cause it's not a full cupcake but like leftovers still stuck on the wrapping. And there were 4 of them. Yea I thought the instructions had to be not so bad cause they're children on this train. Anyways the murderers are actually really nice and they talk to you and stuff and some are willing to help you eat a cupcake if you're allergic to the ingredients. My guy was really nice at least. After, he invited me  to go with him and his friends to check something out. And I agreed to come cause I had nothing better to do.

We arrived at the back of a house where the lawn is beautifully mowed and green. And it looks nice but kind of eerie. But what looks creepy is the house. That house looked. Olddddddddddd. And then after looking at this scene it reminded me of how I killed my sister and grandfather.

Anyways after that experienced I somehow died, but it wasn't just me, it was with 2 other people and I don't remember HOW we died but anyways. I kind of forced these next parts willingly cause I wanted my dream to keep going. So we ended up floating into heaven and it was kind of like an office once we got there? We were asked a couple of choices. One of them being if I wanted to be reborn. Because my previous life was in a hellish like sort of world. So I was asked if I wanted to be reborn in a normal world. Kind of life a world we live in now. And I immediately said YES.

so that's what happened and i don't remember what happened after that but I was reborn I assume, as a baby into the new normal world we live in today.

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