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2 dreams

1st dream:

I don't remember the beginning or context of it.

But at the end of the dream my mom and I were packing things up in this room. Kind of felt like a hotel room but it wasn't. But you know, same vibe. So it was weird because my
Mom and I were packing up stuff cause we were leaving soon and I was going to carry my small little backpack and fill it to the brim. While my mom was carrying my violin. We stuck something very long in the front pocket of my case. Like it was so long it was the perfect size for the violin case.

Then in walks this artist some random guy idk. And he starts saying all these things but I think we're acquainted. Afterwards we argue about what's easier to do art on. A phone or a tablet. I saw I do my art on a phone and that's why it's ugly and then he argues that working on a phone is better. He has a tablet and he doesn't like if. Then for some reason after we're together and we're walking down the streets going somewhere and we are talking. I want to think we're talking about art.

2nd dream.

Honestly my first dream kind of sounds connected to this only because the realism and vibes are quite the same. But different story. Weird though.

So school is over and I'm getting ready to go home. For some reason my sibling goes to the neighbouring school and doesn't know how to get home by themselves so they're waiting for me. I go outside and I see them. Somehow I'm able to leave them because I want to sneak off and go do my own thing and not go home right away. Or I just don't want to go home with my sibling. So I leave my sibling alone.

Then I go to the train station (which is apparently close to my school) just to see if I can get home. I think the world was under a weird situation that day because it seemed to be difficult to get home. Cause my sibling would usually take a school bus. And all of my friends were getting picked up by their parents in cars and those who didn't have cars, like me would have to use a train.

Anyways I didn't have anything on me but myself and a couple of other people I knew, including a teacher went to a train station to see the situation I guess. While waiting it was really weird. It half looked like an underground tunnel and half of it was outdoors.

Like the stations were outdoor and on main level but for some reason the track between the stations had a tunnel over them (very unnecessary). So we were waiting for this train and we can see the previous station through the tunnel from our station. I'm looking then all of a sudden I see some sort of medium sized explosion happen in the previous station. I see a burst of fire or flames. Then other people around me see too cause they start moving backwards and there's more chit chattering. But nobody is leaving because we all want to get home and it didn't look like the fire affected the train? Then we saw the train coming and I wanted to see. Well as the train was rolling along it's tracks and entering our station it was running on hot fiery wheels so I'm like yup this is not safe and there's probably no more trains coming after this one. But ahead of it were a few fucked up vehicles like all burnt out and broken. There was one vehicle that through me off the most where it looked like it was pulling the train? It was weird. What's weirder is that
After the trains left either on that same platform the tracks in my mind became roads or we went to a nearby place with roads. But I saw a bunch of people I knew get picked up by cars and get driven off. They all had suit cases n stuff.

Then me and a few other people I knew. Mostly friends and a teacher walked back to our school. 

Then I guess I decided to go home with a sibling or something or not idk. I got my stuff and then crossed the school yard between us which was apparently full of kids. It almost like recess mode. And I was avoiding getting hit by balls the whole time. And it was clear that I was afraid and ashamed.

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