I hate that I still think of you
I hate that I still want you to come back to me
I hate that you broke my heart
I hate that I can't keep my shit together
I hate that you live so near me
I hate that I can still smell your cologne on the jacket you left here
I hate that you left me
I hate that you ignore me
I hate myself for trusting you
I hate myself for thinking you were different
I hate myself for letting you see me cry
I hate myself for letting you in the way I did
Frankly, I fucking hate you, but hate myself much more.
Love from Mars.
