Pedestal

Chapter 31

31 - Confrontation

Nola's POV

"Have you lost your fucking mind?! You showed your face on camera and told the world you're my girl! Do you have any idea what the fuck you just did, Anya!?" I shout.

"What? You mad because your secret out? It's about time I told them." Anya says carelessly.

"You always doing what you wanna do and shit like you the only one that matters."

"What the fuck are you talking about?!" I asked.

"It's funny, actually. You only hit me up when you wanna fuck. And I only do it because it's the only way I get you to myself." Anya says, "Why you get to do whatever you want but I can't?!"

"Alright... I think you're on crack. Did you not only drink but snort something?" I asked, "Do you fucking hear yourself right now?"

"You sound delusional! Are you stupid!? You illiterate fuck! You just ruined my life!!" I scream.

"... Admit it. I want to hear you say it, Nola. Tell me your followers more important than me."

"All you thinking about is them right now, you'on even realize how hurt I am." Anya laughed, and she looked up at me with tears in her eyes.

I cringed at her and a insane amount of guilt smacked me in the face.

"Tell me, Nola. You ever thought about how I feel? Even once?" She asked.

I opened my mouth but nothing came out.

I looked away from her as I grumbled, "Go home before you do anything else stupid."

"This how you feel?" She asked with a pained laugh and I grit my teeth.

"So, the time we spent together... meant nothing to you? Just material for your lives, huh?"

"Hey–!" I tried to interrupt but Anya started to sob.

"It only mattered to me. Like a dumbass... I was the only one enjoyin' it." She stated.

"The truth is... I'm in love with you. I love you more than anything, Nola." Anya said as she tried to wipe away her running tears and I watched her.

"I'm not about to keep doing this. I can't keep lying and hurting myself just to satisfy your ass."

I suddenly felt sick to my stomach as a familiar feeling left me feeling really shitty.

I shook my head, "...No. You're just drunk... and you're saying things that you don't mean..."

Anya looked at me. "Nah, Nola. This over with. You already got someone else in your heart."

I furrowed my brows at her. "What? What do you mean by that?" I asked.

"I saw the picture..." Anya said and I froze.

"You said you hate relationships but you got–"

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I asked as anger began to fill every vein in my body.

"Not only did you sneak around in my shit like a rat, you jumping to conclusions, too?" I fumed.

"You don't know shit about me. Don't fucking speak on shit you know nothing about!"

Anya flinched slightly at my rage but yelled back, "What the fuck was I supposed to think!?"

"Tell me who she is to you then! Say it!"

"Shut the fuck up!" I snapped as I shoved her hard and her back slammed against the wall.

It grew silent after that and I panted slightly from the adrenaline rushing through me.

"...Fine. You got it. You don't gotta worry about nothing me related no more." I heard Anya say sometime after, and the door shut.

"Fuck..." I cussed and I collapsed into my chair, holding my head.

It's over.

The end.
Finished - 10/20/19