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im really tired of continuing.
the exhaustion brings me down,
and my positivity turns to not truly learning anything .

being dragged down
with the experience of living,
loving, and the complexity of existence
it's tiring,
having to put on a show for others.

i feel inclined to be alright
because 'you've got nothing to be upset about!'
but i do.

feeling too much,
too often,
has worn me whole.
and i have stopped singing.
i pull my flag up,
i've given in to the worst.

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