"give me ur hands.... Babygirl"
"I said it wasn't me take these off "
"that's what they all say, now please follow me and don't try to open the handcuffs with that bobby pin we're not in a movie"
"i have some things to deal with, I'll be back at night"
"jungkook-ah, what are you planning huh? What's going on with you lately?"
"aah jin-hyung, it's just... She thinks I don't love her, I know she does, and I just want to prove her that I do"
"listen, it's kinda early for the word love, don't you think? I know her for like a year now, look at her, she's probably uncomfortable, scared, stressed, she was living a normal high schooler life, when out of nowhere she got in all kind of trouble, she was about to die twice and get kidnapped, without forgetting her strict parents, and how much stress they put her through, also don't forget that it's her exam period... Jungkook, just take it easy, this all happened in a week or so, she's probably confused, and to be honest I am confused, how the fuck did you catch feelings for her in less than two days?"
"that's a story for another time hyung, I'll go now, you gave me a better idea, tell Soumin to wear something comfortable and I'll come pick her up at 6pm "
And with that he left closing the door after him, I stood in my place, behind the kitchen door.
Yes it is bad to eavesdrop, but I was curious about what was going on after the officer talked to jungkook.
I walked my way to the living room, my mind full of millions of thoughts, I just want to go back home, I'm really tired mentally and physically, I need to take a rest, but exams just started and I'm already fucking up.
"I'm really impressed honey" I snapped out of my thoughts to see Areum smirking at me.
I just gave her a questioning look, confused about what she's talking about.
"you just got your periods and you were having sex with jungkook" she said in a low tone, even though we were the only ones in the room.
My face flushed red at her statement and soon the words disappeared from my head and I stood there silent.
She laughed at me and then got up from the sofa and went upstairs, but before leaving she spoke up "let's study a bit now, I'll make sure you understand it all this time".
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It's been more than 4 hours since we were studying, I kept checking my phone every two minutes, but there was nothing, Areum was being a good teacher, I understood most of the lessons we had for tomorrow's exam and she kept a cheerful smile on her face the whole time, she made me feel less scared, but the feelings kept hunting me, stress was eating my soul, my heart would change its pace every once in a while, reminding me that I'm not safe in here.
"Soumin-ah" I looked at jin who just entered the room with some snacks.
"Jungkook wants to see you later, he told you to wear something comfortable and he'll come pick you at 6pm" he said putting the plate of snacks down and leaving.
"so?..." asked Areum smirking.
"i don't really know what to say, I would rather stay here" I replied her.
"yah, Souminie what's wrong?"
"i don't know, nothing is wrong, like litrelly, Unnie, can't you see? I'm not safe, I'm not comfortable, I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I've lost myself, I..." I had to stop talking before I would brake down.
Areum came over and hugged me, it looked like the actions and events were all repeating in a boring way.
I didn't want to let go of her, but I knew that I shouldn't be making drama now, I knew that I'm not the only one who's feeling like shit, I know how Areum always acts like she doesn't care, but she sure is scared, and jin the one who offered to keep us in his house, he was aware that he's now in the spot light of danger, and jimin is probably having sleeping issues, he once told me that he can't sleep when he's stressed, and I don't need to think about jungkook, so in the end I'm just being a dramatic bitch and making it all about myself.
I got up and walked to the door, "Areum unnie, thanks, and I'm sorry for being dramatic" I said and left as she gave me a reassuring smile.
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I was scrolling through instagram waiting for Jungkook, when I heard jin calling out for me.
I checked myself in the mirror, nice stressed as always, perfect, and with that I walked out.
"have fun" said Jin as I closed the front door behind me, the sun was setting, and a cold breeze hit my face, it felt like I didn't go out for months, when I actually went to school this morning.
I walked to Jungkook's car and went in, he looked at me and smiled softly.
I gave him a weak smile, his hand moved to my hair, tucking it behind my ear "you look so beautiful"
My cheeks felt warm, knowing myself, I was blushing even though I knew, I wasn't that beautiful.
Jungkook started the car and drove off to god knows where.
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"where are we going? It's already getting dark" I asked.
"you'll see soon babe" he stopped the car, opening the door, he got out and walked to mine, opening it too.
As soon as I got out, the salty smell of the ocean hit me, a smell that put me at ease and made me feel calm.
It was dark, but still able to see the last seconds of the beautiful sun setting.
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Jungkook took my hand and started walking along the sea, no one talked we just enjoyed the sound of the waves, the birds, the soft wind.
The cold breeze made us lean into each other for warmth, the place was empty, just cause no one would come to the beach in the fall season at an hour like this, and that made it better.
Jungkook's hand was warm on mine, I heard him whistle a soft melody, closing his eyes and breathing in the fresh air.
He then looked at me, "do you want to sit down?" he asked.
I shrugged my shoulders, but soon realized that we stopped in front of a picnic blanket, with a basket in the middle, the blanket was secured by some rocks to keep it in place from the wind.
That was so cute, I looked at Jungkook and smiled, it was really kind of him to do that.
We sat down, as Jungkook pulled hot coffee from the basket and poured us two cups.
He pulled me to him making me rock into a ball and lean on his shoulder.
It felt really good to come here in the night, in the dark, the cold and in this hard time and have this warmth, calmness and comfort.
Jungkook's hand was on my hair stroking it slowly.
"where did you go for 5 hours?" I asked in a low voice, trying not to brake out the comfortable silence.
"I went to check on my brother, the officer told me to"
"oppa...thank you for this, it makes me feel better" I said now whispering.
"I would do anything for my princess to make her feel better"
