anxiety attack

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I sat up, breathing heavily. I looked around my room frantically, the dark covering every corner of my room. The traumatising images from the nightmare flashed across my mind as I tried to search for a source of light. I found myself breathing faster and I couldn’t stop the tears.

No, not an anxiety attack. Please…

I tried my best to calm myself down, but it didn’t help. It felt as if the dark presence of the room was engulfing me, and I found it hard to breathe. I shakily grabbed my phone, running to the corner of the room. Getting to the other side of my room seemed to be a challenge; my knees were shaking uncontrollably, it felt as if something was trying to drag me the other way. The thought only made my heart thump vigorously against my chest and my mind come up with ridiculous paranoia. Tears blocked my vision, creating unruly shapes in the dark which only frightened me more.

Managing to get to my destination, I immediately called Andy. I felt horrible for calling him at 2 in the morning, but I need him. My hands shaking with desperation, I brought the phone up to my ear, each ring making me more anxious. What if he doesn’t pick up and can’t save me? What if the dark pulls me in and I never make it out?

“Mm, babe?” His husky voice voiced through the phone.

I opened my mouth to speak, but it felt like I was being choked.

“Andy I…”

“Are you having an attack?” He asked, concern in his voice. I whimpered in response.

“Okay, baby just breathe. Don’t worry, I’m coming over.” 

I dropped the phone, hugging my knees and crying overwhelmingly into them.

I heard a door close and footsteps walk down my hall. “(y/n)?! Where are you?”

I looked up, my fallen angel bursting through the door. I got up to my feet, running into his arms crying.

“I’m so happy you’re here.” I sighed, finding myself calming down. Andy hugged me tight, running his hand down my back.

“I’ll always be here.”

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This one's kinda old but I wrote it based off the gif omfg >>

https://38.media.tumblr.com/7be4c5d373d3a0d1ec78158620639436/tumblr_nb4jifb1mS1t0yj5oo1_500.gif

>>Pic of my baby smiling like a liitle ray of sunshine

I have a dirty imagine up next *moon emoji*

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