We Lost in the Fire. Bucky Barnes fanfic

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Bucky bcuz we all want to be hot like him
Once we had arrived at the mall I bolted out of the car to go open her door. I wanted to marry her. It sounds crazier than it is.
Flashback time
I look up and and there is a blonde girl. 19 years old. Hazel-green eyes. All's she does is fight. She is a soulless creature. No life left in her beautiful eyes. They made her this way. I've learned to resist the brain washing. They can't turn me like her. When I first saw her she was full of life and looked like she could do anything. But they ruined her. Like they ruined me. I could never love. More importantly, I could never love her. She screams and comes after me. She was instructed to take me down. I can't hold my punches or I will be punished. So I swing. And I take her down swiftly but she gets up and runs towards me again and I use her momentum against her. After I had promptly put her in her place, they decided she could learn from me. They put us in a cell together so she could shadow me. Become me. A monster who can't stand his own thoughts. Who can't look at someone and not wonder if they are terrified or if they think that they are looking at death himself. Another soldat. Another pawn. We became close. Fell in love. But we didn't tell each other that in time. They took me away. They took me away from my ray of sunshine in my dark hell. In my ugly world.
Back to present brought to you by Marvel having to make another arm for seb bc he gained so much muscle
We go into the mall and it's all the expensive stores like Prada and Louis Vitton. "Today is on me" the billionaire playboy whatever says.  I saw Rose get goosebumps when he said this. She didn't really know what to do with this information except stand there. I grabbed her hand and saw Steve smile and went into Prada. She ended up getting a floor length red dress and some heels. And a leather jacket caught her eye but she didn't get it so I managed to text Natasha to grab it for her. On our way home I figured we would stop for dinner. "What do you want to eat doll?" She paused. "I'm fine with whatever but if there's an Olive Garden I could totally go for that." She's still really shy to me and it's so hard for me not to just tell her everything. She would run away screaming if I told her. "There's one right up the road. We are totally gonna stop for ice cream on the way back to the tower though" and I drove us to Olive Garden.
She got the most basic meal you can get from Olive Garden, fettuccine alfredo. But so did I.

Rose POV bc I feel like it.
"So Bucky, tell me about yourself. Since we've already slept in the same bed and you've seen me pass out and all that good stuff." He stopped chewing and I notice his reaction. "If you don't want to you don't have too. It's okay" I say softly. "Oh no it's okay. It's just nobody has asked me about myself since the '40s. Ummm. Well my name is James Buchanan Barnes but I go by Bucky and my best friend is Steve. I was captured by HYDRA during the war where I lost my arm and they trained me to be The Winter Soldier but then Steve rescued me and now I live with the avengers and fight bad guys." He said it so casually. I could see the hurt in his beautiful blue eyes. I don't know why but I'm drawn to him. "Wow. That's all I have to say. I do have to ask. Why did you just let me sleep with to you and why are you just so nice to me." I ask. I had no idea why someone I barely knew would just let me into their house. Especially when he knows how dangerous I am. "Because I know what it's like for the avengers to just scoop you up and put these expectations on you and I want you to have something you can go to so you can get away from it all. It's just a privilege for me to be that something" he says blushing. I look down at my food. "Thank you. I'm not used to working with other people. I'm not used to being around other people really. I lived with my grandma and have my best friend Evan but other than that I'm not really a social person. I'm glad I have you Bucky." I said smiling. Man I don't know about this one. I'm just drawn to him. I don't really believe in soulmates but if I did this would be it. Then his phone rings.
Bucky pov brought to you by tony interrupting the romantics.
"Bucky. Is it okay if Rose sleeps in your apartment again? We can't find another room for her and you guys seem to get along."
Oh lord I think to myself. "Yea let me ask her." "Rose, is it okay if you sleep in my room again. There isn't another apartment at the tower." I ask hoping she says yes. I didn't have nightmares last night with her next to me. Like it used to be. "Yea that alright" she smiles. "Yea its good tony" and I got the check and we left.