We Lost in the Fire. Bucky Barnes fanfic

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Rose pov
We get back to the tower after dinner and we go to his room. "Did you enjoy dinner, doll?"
He asked turning to me while I was taking my hair down. "Yea, I haven't been to Olive Garden in forever. And it was a lot more enjoyable than the party. Thank you." I turned around and looked at him. I was taken back a little because was only in his sweatpants. Wow. "Umm I can put a shirt on if you want. I don't want to make you uncomfortable or anything. I'm sorry I'll put a shirt on." He said nervously. "No it's okay. We are in your home. Who am I to tell what to wear... or not to wear. I don't mind. Really." I walked over and hugged him and just wrapped my arms around him and felt his big strong arms wrap around me. I have never felt so safe in someone's arms. I snuggle in tighter never wanting to let go. Never wanting to leave. Next thing I know he scoops me up. "Bucky what are you doing" I say laughing. "Relax doll we are just going to the bed to watch some Netflix" he says gently laying me down on his bed. "Then go make some popcorn weirdo." I got out of the bed that Bucky had just laid me down in and went over to the duffle bag of stuff my grandma packed for me when S.H.I.E.L.D. collected my belongings. I knew I would spend the entire night cuddled up to Bucky so I chose something soft and comfortable. My favorite ivory sweater and some spandex shorts and quickly crawl back into bed. As I slipped under the covers he comes back in with a huge bowl of popcorn. We started watching this show called Lucifer and every time Lucifer would have his shirt off Bucky would cover my eyes with his hands. He's such a dork. I noticed that his arm was resting on the headrest and saw this moment of opportunity. I made myself yawn snuggled into his chest with one smooth motion. Shit. I hope this doesn't make him uncomfortable. My question was almost immediately answered when he turned the tv off and slid down into the cover and wrapping his metal arm around me. But I didn't feel the coolness I was expecting. I just felt the sheets and the comforter. There was no way reaching all the way around my head to be above the covers was even remotely comfy. "Bucky?" I said softly. "Yes doll?" I thought about saying that his arm doesn't scare me. I figured him even putting his arm around me was a big step for him so I didn't push it. "Goodnight" I said smiling at him. Half of my face lost in the covers. "Goodnight Roza" he said relaxing. He kissed my forehead, which by god was awesome. I felt so adored in that moment. I like him. And I guess he likes me. I know Roza is Russian for Rose, but I'm not quite sure why he would call me Roza. I won't press on it because I don't mind. I'm glad I didn't press the whole "I'm not extremely terrified of your arm even though I know it's murdered a lot of people" thing too. Wow my mind is racing and with that thought I went to sleep.

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I felt when she went to sleep. She was so beautiful. So peaceful. I've missed her.  You don't understand what it's like be this killing machine and finding your ray of sunshine and loving her and be ready to immediately kill anyone who tries to hurt her, and then people ripping her away from you. I didn't deserve her when I first got her. And I still don't. From what I can tell she doesn't remember anything from being in H. Y. D. R. A. and that wouldn't be a bad thing if I didn't have to tell her about our past. And I'm gonna do it tomorrow. It was only 1 am which meant Tony was still up. I knew Pepper was in California because the whole "shopping trip" is just Tony being sad when she leaves. I texted him 'hey you don't happen to own a log cabin do you?' 'why do you ask?' 'because Rose and I need to talk about something and i don't want anyone near us. its about her past at H.Y.D.R.A.' he texted back a few minutes later 'there will be a helicopter waiting in the morning for you. the cabin is in north Maine and since its November its already snowing so it'll be nice and secluded. It'll also be fully stocked of food and stuff like that so don't worry about anything' wow. I'm impressed that he would do that for me with our past but i guess this benefits all of us. 'thank you tony' 'don't mention it. but don't tell her the first day. let her get comfortable.' 'i will. thank you' cell phones are really handy. If only they had this in the 40's.