Hello lovelies :))
I really hope you like the story so far and sorry but I won't be updating very often :( I have a life okay...
This is a really short chapter and sorry for any horrible spelling mistakes, but hay nobodies perfect...
Like always, fair winds
ImperfectChory
"Thanks"I mumbled and rocked back and forth awkwardly.
"I'm sorry" He apologised and I looked up at him confused.
"For what?" I asked.
"For making everything awkward by thinking that maybe you actually wanted to kiss me..." He said and the whole room filled with awkwardness.
"Blake, it's not that I didn't want to kiss you, it's just uhh... I can't trust anyone easily so..." I said awkwardly and he smiled at me.
"That's fine, I have to get home now. Sorry." He stood up and I wanted to stop him but couldn't.
"Okay Blake, I'll see you back at school." I said and he leant down and hugged me tightly, making me feel warm and safe and loved.
"I'm really glad I met you Hayliegh." He whispered and then walked out. As soon as I heard his car drive away I put my face in my pillow and screamed frustratedly. I'm such a bitch.
I closed my eyes and tried to sleep when Jake walked in. He picked my cds up and stacked them on the shelf and turned my music off and sat on the bed next to me.
"You okay?" He asked and I nodded smiling.
"I'm fine" I lied and he nodded. He stood up and I did the same.
"I'll be in bed if you. need me." He told me and I nodded. He walked out, I grabbed a set of clothes and went into my grand ensuite for a shower before crawling into bed and crying myself to sleep.
I'm too vulnerable , I let people walk into my life and change it within days without even lifting a finger. I'm like a bug that everyone wants to squash, yet everytime I escape without harm. without physical harm that is, I am always left with emotional scars. I won't let myself trust Blake, as much as I knew he wouldn't hurt me. I couldn't let myself trust him enough for him to hurt me...
shortest chapter ever! sorry guys :(
