2am thoughts

dear first love

Do I resent you,
For stealing that part of me?
Or myself,
For letting me be that vulnerable to you?
That's a question I'll never know the answer to.
Because as I stand here
Looking into this boys eyes,
Wishing they were yours,
I can't help but feel sorry for all the other men that will never be able to feel my love
completely.

                                      A