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Chris personal imagine for Joselin

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   I lay in bed as the memories that I shared with Chris play like a movie in my mind. The first date, the first kiss, everything.  Chris gave my life a new meaning, when all I wanted to was die, he made my life whole and beautiful. Now that he's gone the rainbow is replaced by the dark cloud again, the smiles and happiness is gone and all that is left I'm sorrow and pain.

  I lay in bed, with tear stained cheeks, streamed make up all over my face. I give up, I don't want to feel worthless anymore, I don't want to feel anymore.

I walked over to my bathroom cabinet and pulled out a bottle of pills, I threw out an entire handful, ready to end my life when the door of my bathroom got kicked in, "Joseline what the hell do you think you're doing?" he asked as he smack the pills out of my hand.

"Leave he alone" I said as the tears began to flow from my eyes, I tried to fight past him, but he griped my wrist and pulled to his chest and wrapped his arms around me tightly, "shh" he cooed in my ears and I continued to cry.

"Leave alone to die, I'm not worth it" I cried, pushing him away from me, but again his strength is too much for me.

"Listen to me, you're worth it, you don't see how much people love you and care for you, you don't see how amazing you are, you don't know how beautiful you are, you dont know how happy you make people, you dont know how happy you make me, you want to die huh what will happen after that, do you know how your family and friends will feel, do you know how much you will hurt me if you did ? no right, I love you Jose, please don't hurt yourself anymore"Chris said, with so much pain, was I really just being selfish and not thinking about how much people care about me.

  After a few moments of silence I look up at Chris, tears slowly runing down his face. "I love you too and I promise I won't do this again" I said looking at the pills that are spilled all across the floor and then as I was about to look back at Chris, his lips connected to mine, in a soft kiss..