Dear Niall,
It's been about 2 months. I havent heard from you, as expected. Im not gonna say Im not disappointed, because I am, but I've gotten used to feeling lonely. Its life, I just have to embrace it, but it's easier said than done, believe me. For fucks sake, all I want you to do is tell me that you dont care anymore. Dont leave me fucking sitting here like a desperate piece of shit. I guess that's what I am. Obviously I am. Im waiting for a text I'll never get, from a boy who'll never love me. Why did you have to make me feel all of these things without the intention of feeling the same as I do? I want to hate you, but I cant. Im too busy hating myself. Tick tock goes the clock, I pray that my body will soon drop. Catch me before I fall. <3
Please Niall,
K.M.
