Smiles cover the truth

Part 6

Present 

Nick's pov 

I could have been their for him. I could of stood up for him, but I didn't. Instead I just watched. I told him to man up. I told him he's weak. Why did I do that? Wh-"

"Nick." Mrs. Cunigly waves her hand at my face. "What was I just saying?" 

She's pulls the chalk out waiting for me to grab it. Grabbing it I get up. Walking toward the board I make eye contact with Ten. He's smirking he's evil smirk. "What are you looking at?" he yells getting up. 

Clutching the chalk I say calmly yet loudly at the same time "You." 

I walk up to him and repeat "You," 

He grabs my collar, but by the time that happens the teacher is between us. "Both of you sit down." she says looking from me to him to the class. "Now," 

"Asshole." I mumble loud enough for him to hear. 

Sitting back down I give the chalk to her, but it's all in pieces. I must of clutched it so strong that it broke. "Sorry," I mumble slumping into my sit. "Woah your so cool." I hear a girl say. Turning my head I see Sam. Her bangs move left to right as she smiles at me. Her dimple on the right side of her face pops up.

"Yea," I say turning back toward the board. As I start to focus I see Ten looking at me, he's expression mad. Smirking I look straight at him. Pulling my tongue out I make silly faces at him to make him even more mad. 

Unlike Travor I wasn't weak. Travor. Clutching my hands I feel my body tense. 

Why did I stop being he's friend? If I did stay would he have still killed himself. 

Closing my eyes I image him looking at the mirror. Tears rolling down he's eyes as he slit he's wrist. I wonder if he died immediately. Did he go through pain or no? Did it end quickly or not? And most of all.

Is he happy now or no?