Chapter 21 (Pt.1)
Jan's P.O.V.
All I can think about is Falon, I miss her. I know I fucked up when we were together but maybe she'll give me a second chance. What am I saying? Of course she will. I mean she never answers my texts, calls or any other way of contact but she's gotta miss me. Like, why wouldn't she? I should go see her. That's a great idea!
*Falon's House*
*Knock, Knock* Colby answers the door. "Um, can I come in?"
"Uh, sure" I walk into the kitchen.
"Hi, i'm here to talk to Falon"
"Okay, one second," Julie tells me giving me a weird look. "FALON" She yells. I hear Falon run down the stairs and she stops as soon as she sees me.
"Jan! What are you doing here?" She asks. I look at her, god she's beautiful.
"You haven't been answering my texts or calls. I thought i'd come see you so we can talk.
"Talk?" She asks confused.
"I miss you Falon," I finally admit. "I want you back." She takes me outside.
"Okay, I know you miss me, but I don't want you back." she says quietly. Oh, wow.
"Excuse me?" I ask kinda angry. I see her fiddle with her phone.
"You heard me" she says.
"Listen, I didn't just drive an hour for a no." I'm starting to get pissed.I grab her arm. I don't want to hurt her, I just want to have her back. But i'm no longer in control of my body (Hitler is).
"Jan, that hurts." I want to let her go and apologize and hug her but I can't.
"So, have you changed your mind yet?" I ask.
"No," I grip her arm tighter "Jan!" she yells. She tries to move away but I grab her other arm. "HELP!" she yells. A few seconds later, a boy runs out, I loosen my grip a little.
"Who the fuck is this?" I spit.
"I'm her boyfriend." I hear him say. My heart breaks. I look at Falon.
"You stupid bitch" I say as I slap her. She starts crying. Why am I doing this? I go to hit her again then all of a sudden everything goes black. When I open my eyes, the cops are handcuffing me and putting me in their car. I look at Falon, a bruise already starting on her cheek. What did I do? I ask myself as we pull out of the driveway.
I really fucked up.
