The 2 Alpha's Are My Mates/ NOT COMPLETE

Intense

That picture is Damon. Hot. No wonder why Leah felt heart-broken. Jk!
I need food. It's night and I tend to starve at night.
Enjoy.
Oh and thanks if your still reading!!!
I'm trying to write in Damon's Pov and I have no idea what to write about since I plan these stories mostly at school and only wrote it in Leah's point of view or third person.

DAMON'S POV
I couldn't sleep with the slut still next to me and the fact that my Mate left the pack a few hours ago and rejected me.
I got up and looked at myself in the mirror.

'Your fucking disgusting! You just nearly killed our Mate yesterday and then you fuck another!' My wolf, Tyler said.
I didn't answer. I hated myself for what I did. I don't know why I started abusing her. I can't stop.
'Fuck you Damon. I'm taking control and getting our Mate back'
Tyler took over and I didn't even try stopping him.
I looked through Tyler's eyes as he walked over to our Mate's room.
He didn't bother knocking he just walked in and closed the door. She would have came back right? We just have to hold another ceremony for her to join.

"Leah"
Her scent lingered around the room.
Her scent was like a drug, addicting.
He looked all over, but she was no where.
My wolf growled.
'WHERE IS SHE'
' I don't know'
'YOU NEVER KNOW! DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT HER!'
'Of course I do!'
'You don't deserve her'
I took back control.

After brushing my teeth, taking a shower- etc
I was in my office when Alex walked in.
"Alpha. We can't find Leah anywhere"
"I'm aware"
"We have to find her"
"No we don't"
"Yes we do!"
I glared at him.
"You have a meeting in 10 minutes" He threw the papers at me and left.

After the meeting I was sitting in my office and once again Alex walked in.
"How was the meeting?"
Strange thing. I didn't remember a thing. Not the person who I met and talked to. I forgot everything.
"Mind your business"
"I'm your Beta . I'm supposed to know."
"I'm your Alpha. I decide what you know. Now leave" I growled.
I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone.

I walked down the stairs and saw Alex talking o someone on the phone.
He called her.
Thank god. I'm going to go insane without her voice. Not knowing if she's okay.

"Oh that bitch finally answered! Wait till I find you" I growled
"Oh a surprise party just for me?" Her voice was so sw-  Never mind.
"Yeah especially for you" I forced the words out.I don't know why I was doing this when all I wanted to do was hold her in my arms.
It hurts me that I hurt her.
"Where the fuck are you Leah?" I needed to know if she was okay.I am worried if she's hurt.
I'm so stupid! Why do I hurt her.

'The million dollar question"My wolf growled.
I blocked my wolf out not in the mood to argue.

"Are you hurt?"
"Like you'd care"
"Answer" I used my Alpha tone on her so she had to answer.I needed to know.
"The person who hurt me the most was you and I was stupid enough to stay. As for where I am, I'm in Paris. Studying. Don't bother to come look for me." That hurt me. I hurt her more. I deserved that.It's all my fault Fuck I miss her. It's good she ran. I still want to hurt her. I hate myself. I shouldn't have a Mate.
She hung up on me.

"Yooo Intense" Alex said and I sent him a death glare.
I unlocked my phone and texted her.

'If you don't come back you know I'll find other ways to hurt you.'

Ugh why was I stupid!? Why did I send that!?

'I think the Moon Goddess put us together by accident. I'll never forgive you. I hate you.'

Of course she hates me.
Of course she'll never forgive me.
I don't deserve her.
I wish she gets a better life. Please Moon Goddess make sure she's okay.

Did I do okay?
Idk.
I still don't have my ice cream.
I'm too lazy to go get it.
I have a half term which is a week off school.
So I'll be writing a lot.
In fact I'm going to write another chapter. I don't want to have too long chapters or too short chapters.
What do you think about the length of this chapter or previous ones?