13. what the hell josh?!

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Today me and Josh are going to a party, Josh and we decided to match and be cute I was wearing black shorts with a white crop top, black converse and put some cute earing in. He was wearing black skinny jeans a loose white t-shirt and black shoes.
It was around 9 o'clock at night when we got there so it was jammed packed and people already drunk. Josh has never drank so what he tells me. I believe him. We're only 17 and 18 so why would we drink. There's this girl though. She's a junior. And she is always trying to split us up so she can be with him. Paisley Rose she's the worst she may be a grade younger than us but when she gets the chance she'll poumce. Her and i actually used to be feiends but then she found out about josh and kept trying to take him from me.It doesn't matter if it's spreading rumors or trying to kiss him. He's never left me.
Anyways, Josh and I leave and once we get there we split up he goes to his friends while I go to mine. A while later I look over at him and he looks slurred. He was drinking. I laugh to myself and go over to him we start dancing and not gonna lie i like this side of him. He's not to touchy and not to wanty. He's.......calm. I kiss him tasting the slight of burn from the drinks on his lips. He goes up to the bathroom and I go back to my friends. I check the time and he's been in there for 15 minutes. I go up stairs and see his shirt on the floor thrown in front of a closed door. I get a little worried not wanting to see what's behind door number 1. I open it slowly and see Paisley and Josh on a bed she's on top of him with his hands around her waist my heart suddenly breaks to pieces.
"What the HELL JOSH!!?"
He looks up quick throwing her off of him.
"Babe. Please let me explain."
"Explain what, that you where making out with my ex best friend. The one that always tries to tear us apart, how could you?!"
"No- that's not what happened please"
"I don't want to hear it. Paisley I guess you finally got what you wanted Joshua we are over." And with that I run out tears streaming down my face like a river. I can't believe he did this to me. The only person I thought truly loved me.
I call an Uber and go home since we came in his car and change throwing myself on my bed screaming and crying letting out everything I had balled up inside me. I wanted to punch and break down everything but I didn't want to really destroy the house. He broke my heart every tint of trust that I had for him. Gone. All because he kissed a girl that wasn't me.
I don't think I can ever forgive him for this.

If this didn't make you cry I'm a horrible writer. 😂 More to come I promise. Just wait I have a lot of drafts to post but I like to space them out and make y'all wait.

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