Internet Girlfriend || josh Richards

25. No!

today is this whole grad party you don't dress nice, it's just like a house party with all the seniors.

I'm currently getting ready and Josh texts me.

"hey, so elanor wants to be my date to the party, but she said she just wants to go as friends" I cringe at her name. " is that OK with you?"

I text back "no, no that's not okay with me. she tried everything, what if she tried to make a move again?"

"she's not gonna make a move on me"

"you don't know that Josh..." I start to get a bit weary at the feeling of them two together.

"we are just going at friends, give her a chance it's fine"

"ok, fine whatever. I'll just go with Cynthia or someone" I get an idea the hit the send button, continuing to get ready.
I tell him 'I'll see you later' and we exchange I love you's.

I slip on my vans and grab my stuff before walking to the house. it's a few blocks from mine so it doesn't take long.

I get there and it's kinda dark, people are everywhere. I walk in and the smell of booze and weed hits me like a bus. I hate this already.

it's been a while and I haven't seen josh or elanor. the smell was making me crazy, so I step outside and see sam. I sit on the grass next to him. "hey loser" I say to him he jumps not expecting me to appear from no where.

"hey nerd" he says to me. "what's up?" I question him "nothing really, it's boring in there so I came out here to get some air. it was giving me a headache" I giggle at his response. "your not making it any better" he says to me. my jaw drops a little and I checked softly, pushing him to the side only to witness him dramatic falling on his back. I laugh at him and I lay down with him. "why you come out? he asked me. I look up at the stars. "same reason you did, plus I don't know where josh went so I can't go make out with him." I laugh at my own joke.

"speaking of making out" my stomach flips as I'm not excited for this conversation.

"what happened at graduation. you just kissed me when the count down ended but I know for a fact that you're with josh."

"yeah, I kinda thought you where him, only because your hair always looks the same and your both close the same height." I chuckle watching him turn his head to me.

"uh huh, and would you ever do it again?" I'm shocked at his words.

"I mean, you aren't the worst looking. but isn't that against guy code, to go after your best friends ex?"

"yes, but he did it to me in grade 9 and said that I could do it back to him whenever I'd like. "

"mmhm" I say kinda dry knowing for a fact he'd take me if he wanted to, because he knew that I had a small crush on him all through middle and some of high school.

"I should probably go find josh make sure he's not drunk and hurting himself" I giggle standing up then followed by  helping him up as well.

I'm walking around the house not knowing where I'm going. I walk up the stairs and see a shirt next to the door.

it's josh shirt?

my heart breaks thinking what's behind that door. I open it slowly and stand there for a minute. I cant believe what I'm seeing. I'm come face to face with elanor without pants and a shirtless josh making out on a bed.

" so everything you've ever said to me was a lie? give her a chance, you said, we are only going as friends, right. so that explaims all the hickeys doesn't it? " I yell before throwing his shirt at him. he runs towards me. "baby please let me explain" he pleads. my blood boiling. "Explain what. there nothing to explain! you cheated on me. I may have forgiven you for a lot of things in the past but that does not mean that you can take me for granted." I take a breath ignoring the stain pain in my chest and how it feels like I'm being strangled by wire. "We are over, richards. We may be neighbors but don't ever talk to me again" I yell at him, running down the stairs not caring if he could catch up to me. my throat was burning from holding back all the tears and trying not to scream. as I'm running i bump into someone, they grab onto my arms as I'm trying to run away with tears staining my face. I wipe away the puddles in my eyes as I look up as the person who's holding me seeing it's sam. I take no hesitation to hug him, he hugs me back immediately not asking what happened.

"do you want me to drive you home?" he asks me I nod my head in response not wanting to actually say anything.

he takes me to his car and helps me get in. he drives me to my place. us sitting in silence, but it wasn't an awkward silence, it was an 'I know your hurt so im trying to make you feel comfortable' silence.

once we get there he walks me to my door and before he walks back to his car I take his wrist. "please, say with me, my parents aren't home and I really don't want to be alone."

he smiles and followed me back into my house. I try everything to calm down. Nothing helps me until I ask him if he wants to go to my room. once we get there I lay down and signal him to lay down next to me. he chuckle at my pleading and i giggle with him. it's been almost and hour, I've explained to him what happened. how I broke up with him.

"he told me he loved me, he told me that I was his only one and that he would never do anything to hurt me" I'm a mess.
"then he goes and makes out with the wore who tried to steal him from me before."
Sam and I ended up cuddling the rest of the night and watching movies to get my mind straight. it didn't work but Sam made me happy, he was my best friend and that what I needed right now, was a best friend.

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wow, that was a long chapter, 1162 words, I hope you enjoyed it Tha k you to the girl/guy person that dm me the idea, I think I got some drama for the rest of the story. I hope you have a wonderful night/morning/evening. whatever, and merry christmas