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"Bitch you did what?"
Currently sitting in the Swan residents, my bat shit ass best friend Beelzebub (Bella is her real nickname) where she tells me about her semi- toxic on again off again talks with Eddy boy since I've been gone.
"So your telling me that you still talk to the same guy that mean mugged you and acted like ya coochie stank cause you just wanna see sum." I said.
Bells blush like the damn tomatoe she is and fiddled with her pillow she held in between her legs as she sat criss-cross in her bed.
"I wouldn't say that...exactly? I just... I honestly don't know." She stuttered.
I scoffed "Bitch I do! He's a depresso espresso!"
Bella chuckled at that but it didn't last long before she became more concentrated.
"I just.. can't get enough of him Jay."
Her stupid grin and girly giggle made me wanna puke. This chick is really fallin for mista "ya coochie stank face" headass.
"Yo ass is dumb. This is close enough that I can call it Stockholm syndrome. He sound like a fuckboy to be honest."
Bella shakes her head and huffs.
"He's not like that Ja-"
"Why? Cause he reads poetry and like deep and intellectual novels?" I say imitating preppy white girl.
"So you're telling me that you have never felt so... attracted to some one before?"
Instantly my mind wonder.
It wondered to them
To him
And it also wondered to him too
To Emmett
Fuck
"No B. I haven't. And I never will"
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"Just come back Emmett!"
Rosalie has been desperately trying to get me to come back hone for days now. Stubbornly I refuse even though I know I'll have to go back. Staying out all night it's starting to get old.
But it's a lot better than staying with liars.
"For the last time, I'm not coming back Rose." I say as calmly as possible.
My patience is wearing thin with her. With everybody actually.
Rose look so upset and hurt. Like I broke her heart in two but I didn't.
She broke her own by breaking mine.
Her pain stricken face looked at me. Eyes begging for tears to spill even if we can't physically do that.
"Do you love her?" She asked lowly.
My anger subsided slightly at the mention of my mate.
"I do."
And I'll keep falling for her.
"You know nothing about this girl!" She scoffed.
"But I could have if it wasn't for you! I could have looked for her! Found her even if I wasn't trapped thinking you were my mate!" I yelled.
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just came out before I could think about it. I didn't mean to tell her this out loud. A part of me did feel that way but a bigger part of me only said it out of anger.
She stumbled back a bit from my harsh words. Her shoulders were slumped and face riddled with sadness.
"Trapped? Did-Did I really make you feel like you were trapped?"
"Rose I didn't mean to say it like th-"
"ANSWER ME!" She cried.
I hesitated for a moment. I didn't want to tell her the truth but I couldn't lie to her.
"Yes."
She staggered back slowly. Her eyes looked at anything that was near me. Rose was mouthing something I couldn't hear until she said it louder.
"I'm no better than him"
Instantly knowing what she meant by him, I tried to grab her. Stop her wondering thought to that dark place before she loses herself in it. Again.
"Rose! No y-"
"No! I just- I think you are right. You are better off without me."
"Rose that's not what I mean-"I say but I was cut off by her. Her, now, stoic face looking back at me tells me that I'm too late.
That I can't help her.
"Goodbye Emmett."
And with that... she left.
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Thank you so much JellyBeanz135 for all of your funny and positive comments about my book. I really was planning on giving up on it until I decided to post the pervious chapter. After seeing the comments in it, it made me really happy! I didn't know that my work really had y'all on edge like that. But I promise you I will update regularly (at least twice a week)
And if you think the mysteries of this story are intriguing, just wait.
It's about to get a whole lot better.
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