Giving Up Silently

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A.N.

Well, I am now sitting in the caf at school wondering why I decided to write a chapter today. It's Tuesday as I'm writing this btw -w-

Isamu's P.O.V.

"Freddy!" Godly shouts as Freddy disappears into the darkness beyond my house, he lets out a sigh then turns to me, "That was rather harsh you know..."

Godly says the words in such a soft voice I almost don't hear him, and I bite the inside of my cheek. It was harsh, I could've been a lot nicer... I guess I just can't help but get overprotective with Y/N sometimes. I slip Y/N off of me and sit on the edge off my bed, tucking her in.

"D-Do you want a drink?" I look up at Goldy.

"What does that have to do with anything?" Goldy furrows his brow.

"You'll see." I stand and make my way to the other side of my room.

I switch on the lights and make my way to the bookshelf next to the balcony, on it is every bottle Y/N has given me, most of them are empty, a few are half full. Goldy sits down in one of the armchairs nearby, still looking perplexed.

"Each of these was given to me by Y/N." I run my fingers over the smooth glass bottles before reaching the end of the road. "A year ago I saved her from being orphaned again and as thanks, this is what she's given me."

I pull out one bottle and sigh, "Things that I don't want or need... The only thing I ever wanted was to see her smile, genuinely from the bottom of her heart. The Serranos never cared that she was broken because they didn't think there was anything they could do to fix it. Yet... For the first time, I saw her smile and it wasn't because I was happy, it was because she was happy."

I grab my glass from the bedside table and refill it, taking a sip. "I never want to let that go. When she finally smiled... Her eyes just had this beautiful sparkle in them that made the whole world a little bit brighter. Y/N is..."

I glance over at Goldy, he has his eyes closed and looks deep in thought. "So, you're saying you acted because you felt like Freddy was trying to take her away from you?"

"That's exactly it." I sigh. "I guess chasing after the same girl for a while makes you a little crazy when you finally get a hold of her."

"You know... We're not as animatronic as you think." Goldy's lips curl up a little as I pour him a glass. "We used to be human just like you."

"Really? What happened?" I hand him the glass.

"Well, we got murdered by a purple guy wearing a bunny costume, obviously." Goldy shrugs.

"Um, what?" I furrow my brow. "Either I'm drunk for the first time in my life or I heard that right."

"Ever heard of the Missing Children Incident?" Godly raises the glass to his lips. 

"Yeah, what of it?" I sit across from him.

"Recall the details for me." Goldy smiles lightly over the rim of the glass.

"Five kids disappeared, four boys and a girl, right?" 

(I know that Golden Freddy is possessed by Cassidy, but technically we know nothing because everything we thought we knew about FNaF has been thrown out the window by FNaF VR)

"Now, think about this, Chica is the only girl out of us five animatronics." Goldy sips from the glass as I think.

"So... You guys did get murdered?" I furrow my brow. "But that means that-"

"We're not actual animatronics, just ghosts stuck in animatronics." Goldy puts down his glass and stands. "I hope that didn't scare you."

Goldy's P.O.V.

"No, it just makes me worry about the people my girlfriend is around." Isamu shrugs.

I pause and glance over at Y/N tucked peacefully in bed... So, that's why she's here and having such a pleasant dream. I may not exactly be able to see her dream, but I don't sense any distress from her all I can sense is bliss, I smile wryly and meet Isamu's brown eyes. He looks so happy as he studies her with the most gentle look in his eyes. I sigh, she's in good hands... I give Isamu a good slap on the back and down the rest of the wine.

"I know you'll take good care of her." The words are directed towards him, but I don't look at him when I say it, I hardly even hear the words leave my mouth.

I take two steps before teleporting in front of the pizzeria. I take in a deep breath, it hurts... A lot. I bite on my lower lip, I didn't say it out loud, but I know we both sensed it in those words, I'm giving up on Y/N. If I was going after her before, I'm not anymore. Slowly, I open the doors to the pizzeria, I walk over to the stage and pull the curtains back, Freddy's silver eyes flash at me immediately from under one of the tables. I sit down next to him and take in a deep breath.

"I gave up on her too." I whisper. "It hurts like hell."

Freddy lets out a dry chuckle. "Does it now?"

"Isamu didn't mean what he said to be all that harsh you know, he's a nice guy." I pull my legs up to my chest. "But that's the thing, he's been after Y/N for a year, and they're finally dating, I can't even unconsciously think of breaking that up."

Freddy looks over at me, only his silver eyes are visible in the darkness. 

"Do you think that... We should..." Freddy looks away from me. "I don't know... Convince the boss to let her go? After all, Y/N deserves more time with Isamu if they're dating now... and... It's just going to hurt more seeing her every night, besides, what if we can't hold back at some point? Y/N would hate us..."

"I think we should have her transferred to the day shift." I take a deep breath. "It's the best approach we can take for now."

A.N.

I'm probably gonna start posting two chapters on the weekends -w- ALSO HALLOWEEN IS COMING UP

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