He left.
I guess I should've expected him to leave. He has his girlfriend at his house. I wonder what time he left. Did he even actually fall asleep? And if he did, how did he wake himself up?
Oh my God.. Shut up!
I sigh heavily as I sit up in bed. The bed Justin laid in last night. Right here, next to me.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. He spent the night next to some pathetic little twit.
I look around the room. I don't know what to feel. I can't decide whether I'm disappointed he left, glad, or angry. I feel it all at once, but nothing at all at the same time. How is that possible?
I lay back down in an attempt to sleep again. That's the only time that I feel okay, and all I need is to feel okay.
I toss and turn for another hour until I hear my parents stirring about the house. I pray they have somewhere to go today, I just want to be alone.
That is, until I get a text from Justin.
*Got any plans today? (:*
~If laying in bed all day counts, then yes.~
*Shut up. Just be ready by 2*
~At least say please..~
*Pllllleeeeaaaaase... Now go get ready you have two hours, don't girls take a long time?*
~Not me, but I don't wanna text you anyways. Bye~
*(:*
I smile to myself as I begin to get out of bed. I take a shower and go to the living room with my hair wrapped in a fluffy towel when I'm done.
"Hey hun, any plans today?" My mom asks as I walk in.
She just loves the fact that I've started to go out a bit more.
"Yeah, I don't know where but Justin's taking me somewhere," I sit on the grey couch next to her.
"Oooh. He's a little cutie, don't you think?" She smiles at me raising her eyebrows up.
"He has a girlfriend," I inform her, rolling my eyes.
"Oh, you still can't deny that he's cute," She smirks, "But anyways go and get ready!"
"Yeah, okay," I go to my room.
I don't know where we're going but it's not like it matters what I wear. I slip on a thin, grey long sleeve and my black My Chemical Romance t-shirt over it with some ripped skinny jeans. I straighten my hair and once it's done I put on my old converse.
It's two o'clock when I'm ready so I grab my phone and wait outside.
Fifteen minutes pass until I decide to text Justin.
~We still up for today?~
It takes me at least five minutes to decide whether I send that message or not. I quickly pressed send before I had the chance to think more about it.
Ten minutes until he texts back.
*Yeah.. Can you come over?*
~sure~
So I stand and head towards his house. What's going on? Maybe I'm just being paranoid but it seemed like something was wrong.
I reach his house and knock on the door. I bite my lip as I wait. It feels like my stomach's eating itself alive.
"Hey, Danielle," Justin greets me quietly.
"Hey," I reply.
"Uh.. come inside."
