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***********I could feel the sunlight shining on my closed eyes, (did I go to bed without closing my blinds last night? How bad was I) I slowly opened my sore eyes facing the opposite side where the sun wasn't shining.
I yawned as I try to get off my fluffy bed that screams COMFORT, I had too but I didn't want too. The hangover was killing me (how many drinks did I take last night) I slowly pushed my worn-out self to the bathroom, I wanted to scream when I looked at the mirror
(is this me?)
My eyes were swollen and red.
(what's the hell happened Did I cry that much I need a cleanup, how could I allow this to happen to me. I wasn't even with him for that long to be so jumble just because of a silly break up)
I have been seeing Paul for three months until I went to his flat unannounced last weekend, hoping to give him a surprise visit since it was his birthday. To my surprise, I caught him with my so-called cousin. Both of them were literally bare.
(what a slut now I'm feeling all shitty because of her)
What makes it worse is, the cheating freak didn't even try 'ill explain' or 'it's not what you think' he looked at me leaving, no calling out no nothing I guess she was what he wanted anyway.
(I don't even know why am I weeping for his ass).
Last night my friend Zoe took me for drinks hoping to get me back on track. I guess I had a little much because I really don't remember anything except when we got in and showed our I.Ds to that guy who was standing at the door searching our handbags and all that security staff, we checked out for a table to occupy, a few minutes later, two dudes invited us to join them in their space. Honestly, what happened after that I don't know, how I got home not to speak of what time.
(Zoe doesn't like it when I'm shitty and jumble as I am. It will be best for me to wash up and get to the street, I can't even back on when was the last time I went for my jogging)
I stretched my right hand reaching for the shower tap and opened cold water first then to hot, waited few minutes before climbing in. I could feel my skin SMILING from the warmth of the water splashing from my head to toes.
(Oh, it feels so good)my lux lavender flavored shower gel just slides on my skin like jelly, not to mention the fragrance just takes me to the heaven I have never been.
(I needed this)
A few minutes later, I was out already polishing my skin with my lux body lotion. the texture was just a satisfactory on my caramel skin, those tiny glints from the lotion just made me wonder if Paul was so blind.
(What am I doing thinking about that jerk)
Grabbed out a few of my jogging outfits from the closet, my phone started ringing *flames by sia* my ringtone from a distance.
(I don't even know where I kept it last night)
"Found'ya" I quickly swiped my finger to the right on the screen answering Zoe's call then straight to my ear.
"hi Zoe"
Finally, after a minute of searching, I was able to found it inside the handbag I had last night,
"Hi Emy, why you too-"
Zoe on the other side of the line playing irritated before she could finish with her sentence which I already knew what, I barged.
"I couldn't found it"
Zoe was one person who just couldn't put a stoppage to her conversation. which sometimes is why I love her, though she could be a little substantially. We had a 'SHORT' conversation according to her, I asked her how I got home last night but mostly I curiously needed to know at what time.
She slightly giggled trying not to laugh and started being Zoe 'NONE STOP TALKING' telling me how much fun we had with those guys 'STRANGERS' from the club. She told me how she and Nick took off to his place leaving me and John at the club.
(Who the hell were those)"Girl let talk later I'm going for a jog, bye" we both hanged after she responded to my goodbye.
(John brought me back, who the hell is John, I can't believe I allowed a stranger in my house but I thank heavens he didn't try anything stupid or else-)
This morning when I woke up I was still on my dark blue skinny jeans and my black shirt, which was a good sign. But I wouldn't know exactly what took place last night.
(God I was wasted, DAMN! you paul damn! you for putting me through this)
I looked around I realized the shoes I had on last night were nowhere to be found.
"Probably they are downstairs" I mumbled Trying to self-possession myself when I glanced around the room I saw one pair laying next to my black dresser.
(where can the other pair be, it must be somewhere around).
I glanced at my phone and the time was 9:15 am.
(was I really on a call for more than 30 minutes I'm no longer going for a jog it's too hot for that. already The sun has fully risen no way I'm going for a jog out there)
I unwrapped the towel that I had put on after shower. I put on the track pants that I placed on the bed earlier thinking I was going for a jog which Zoe decided to make it an impossibility. I put them on, peeped at the mirror as I brushed my sloppy hair that I didn't even dry after a shower, again I quickly peeped at my self before I headed downstairs, Plus my stomach started growling.
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