My brother My Everything. "till Death Do Us Apart"

CHAPTER EIGHT.

                             8.
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I didn't know what Zoe had in mind when she turned off the engine, looking at me with an angry expression.

"Wipe your tears, it kills me inside seeing you like this," she said as she stroked her thumb on my cheeks as she also brushed my hair, comforting me.

"these assholes have done enough and it's time we teach them a lesson, GOSH I HATE MAN NOW!" she yelled

My friend cared about me.

"But Zoe, no-" I murmured in a crying, tone but I was no longer whipping that much anymore. "Emily, it's time we teach everyone who had ever broken your heart, and we are doing that with John," she said, slowly this time.

I glanced at my phone and it reads 6:30 pm, we had been there for almost an hour. I just wanted to go home and get my self a cup of coffee, and rest myself on my sofa while watching a sad movie.

That was what I always did after a heartbreak, I was used to it.

Plus the weather was just allowing.

But at the same time, I wanted to jump off the car and climb up those huge walls of the house John went in. I wanted to shout his name and demand answers from him.

I was confused, didn't know what to do, but then what if I was overreacting just as Nancy said. But if I was overreacting why was mind telling me the opposite.

(If that isn't his house then how did he know the password to open the gate? Is it his parent's house? No, he said his parents were still staying back in cape town where he said he grew up)

Again my head was about to blow up from the million thoughts.

(so who's a house is this? a close friend maybe? No, he has never mentioned anything about having any other friends here in Sandton except for Nick-)

He has never said anything about having a relative or whoever at Fourways.

(but why all this though?, wait, is he married and I'm just his mistress, it can't be, John isn't married he said he loves me, he said he wants me to meet his brother William and his parents, but why all this? I'm confused-.)

My insecurities and heartbreak trauma came back again.

(John loves me, and I'm just overreacting I think I should wait for him to invite me to his house, but what if he doesn't? will that make me his mistress?)

But at the same time, my instincts were convincing that I was just overeating. I mean, I was only with John for only three months how was I expecting to know everything about him.

Then again it was too late to realize if I was overeating or not, especially after seeing him driving through a house that seemed like his.

I was disturbed and my mind wouldn't let me think straight.

"What are you thinking sweetheart" I snapped out of the thousands of thought after Zoe asked. "Nothing, just take me home. Will do whatever you want us to do next time, I need to be home now" I murmured.

My friend was sure to help. but honestly, she wasn't, she wanted to stay, she wanted us to stay and stalk John which I was not in a mood for.

Why was Zoe so difficult to understand that.

"I know you want to help, but can we just go home now, tomorrow is still another day" I tried to convince her but she was stubborn enough to refuse.

"You need to understand this Emily, I'm your best friend and I love you, we need to show a man who we really are" I chuckled a bit to what she said, she was serious by her expression.