I love so deeply and intensely that,
The hurt of someone else is unbearable to me,
And nothing I can do but wait,
In patience for her.
I made the mistake of drinking coffee,
I cannot fall asleep,
My hands shake,
My heartbeat quickens,
The darkness engulfs me
And my mind.
A strong sense of self doubt and confusion overtake me.
I have written a beauty,
Alas, she is not mine to keep,
She belongs in the heart of my mind,
The soul reason I'm still breathing,
And nothing can be done to please her.
My pain is far more existent than my love for her.
