Every subtle change in your attitude is magnified by my mind,
because all my concentration is set on you,
in your movements and in your words.
It is impossible for me not to notice your disinterest.
I would like to ignore your indifference in the same way that you despise my presence.
But partly I thank you
for not allowing my hopes to continue along a path that leads to nothing,
It is an act of mercy that I appreciate with secret sadness.
