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Chapter 5

Jonathans POV-

I wake up in Evans arms and hes sleeping like a bear "i hate to wake you but we have to go to school" i say. He rubs his eyes and lays there "But mom, i dont wanna go!" He says "to bad honey its for your own good" he leaned in for a kiss but i move so he misses "why did you do that" he said "we have to go to school even if you dont want to but you wont get a kiss untill we get up and dressed" i say. He looks at me with puppy dog eyes "please" i give in and kiss him. I pull back and say "thats all you get now get ready" "yes dear" he said with a smirk.

Time skip-

We get in Evans car and he looked at me "what is it?" I say "can i have the rest of that kiss?" He said. I nod and we both lean in and kiss. We start driving and finally we are at school and me and him start walkng in and i notice a few girls looking at Evan and there twirling the hair and say "hi Evan!" I look at them with a death stare and they whisper to there friends but one girl said to me "Whats wrong with you, you gay freak?!" Evan stoped and turned around "what did you just call him?!" Evan said "A-a gay f-freak" she studders. "You better hope me and you dont meet again or else" Evan says "okay" she said. Then we went on "thank you" i whispered to him and we both smile at each other.

Bell rings

"Ill see you later meet me at our closet okay?" Evan said "okay" i smile and we walk away from each other.

Evans POV

i get to my first class and guess who is there?.........did you guess it? Its skylar. "FanFuckingTastic" i whispered to my self. She looked at me and waved with a smile. I ignore her and sat down as far as i could from her.

Time skip after class-

"Hey Evan!!" I hear but i know who it was so i kept walking and was searching for Jonathan. "Where are you i need you now Jonathan" i thought to myself. I feel a hand on my shoulder and i get wiped around. "Why are you ignoring me silly?" Skylar said and went in for a kiss but i push her to the ground. "Stay the fuck away from me and Jonathan got it slut?!" I say. She nods "and if you dont im wont hesitate on hurting you" i say as i turn around and everyone is staring at me. Got to get out of sight i walk off and i see Jonathan i run up to him but he has his back to me so i hug him and he jumps. "Holy shit!" He said "oh its just you you cant do that to me i get scared easy" "i know" i say with a smirk "i hate to leave but i have to get to class" Jonathan said and he started to look sad. "Can i have a kiss?" I whisper in his ear to only where he can hear it "yes" we both give each other a peck on the lips and went on to our next class

Time skip after school-

I went to were i told Jonathan were i would meet him and i walk in and put my stuff down and turn on the light. I look around and something shiny cought my eye. I look over and i grab at it and pick it up. Its a razor with dryed blood on it.i started to cry then Jonathan walks in. "Hey babe im her-" he stoped mid sentence "j-jonathan what is this d-doing in here?" He looks at me with tears in his eyes."uhhh ummm." He couldn't spit out his words. I realized he hasn't taken off his jacket at all so i grab his arm and roll up his sleeve. I started balling with tears shooting down my face. "Why would you harm yourself?"i say "i did this before i met you actually the day we kissed in here was the day i last did this." He said "but why?" I say "Because you bullied me and i hated it and i loved you so every time you would bully me i ran into here locked the door and started cuting my arms" i look at him and he is also balling his eyes out. I bring him into a hug and say "im so sorry i wont ever do that ever again i swear." We finally let go of each other and we started heading to the car and we drove to our house. We get there and me and him head into the house.

Jonathans POV-

we get in to the house and i run into the bed room and jump on the bed and cover myself up and hug my nees and start crying again. Evan came over to me and layed down and cuddled with me "im sorry Jonathan" he whispers to me and we soon fall asleep. I wake up sweating and Evan is still cuddleing with me. I move slowly get up. I go in to the kitchen and get a glass of milk and sit down and drink it. "Hey there handsome" i turn around to Evan leaning on the wall smiling with his sexy bed hair. "Oh hey what are you doing up?" I say "i felt empty sleeping so i woke up and you were gone and i heard someone in here so i got up here we are" Evan said "oh well ill be back in bed in a little bit" i say "i can wait with you"Evan said and he sat next to me. I look at him and hes just smiling but its a little evil "Evan whats with that smile you look like your up to something" "maybe i am" he said a kissed me roughly. I was shocked and i kissed back but soon i went for air "what was that for?" I said smiling "well ever since you told me you would do that one thing after i b-bullied you i have to say sorry some how" he said "you have already said sorry to me its okay" i said as i finished my milk and started to get up but i was pulled over to Evan and he carried me bridal style to the bed and he set me down softly and we both layed down and kissed for a long long time and we detached our lips and i fell asleep on his chest and he huged me all through the night but before i was fully asleep i hear "i love you Jonathan dont you ever for get that" he whispered. He didnt realize i was still up alittle bit "i love you more Evan dont you ever for get that" i whispered back and we were fast asleep

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