Forever and Always ||Cameron Dallas

Chapter 27

3 months later...

October 16th 2014

Hannah's POV:

It's been exactly 3 months since Cameron's death... I've been nothing. I feel like nothing.
Matt and I technically had a "thing" for like 2 weeks.. But I stopped it. It didn't feel right. Yeah I mean I like him and all but it's just, it wasn't a strong like.

You know what I mean?

Right now I'm in my room, by myself on a Saturday morning. I bought a immature table. On it there is 3 frames.
1 Big one of Cameron and I, another for him and his family, and another of just himself. I put decorations around the frames and on the table. Of course flowers. Lots of flowers. And a plaque that has the date he was born. and. died.

I can barley even think. It feels so unreal. Cameron dying? Ever time I think of it, I cry.

"Hannah! Hannah are you okay?"
Maddie says, breaking my thoughts.

"Uh? Oh. I'm fine." I say.

"You're crying..."

"Oh what!" I reply wiping my cheeks.

"Hannah, I'm sorry. It's been a rough 3 months. I'm here for you for every step of the way. Even Nash and Matt , of course. And the rest of the boys. And you know that." She says hugging me.

I hug back, "Of course I know that."

Well. I finally started my senior year. So many girl came up and asked what's going on. I just ignored them and kept walking. I made some new friends to sit with at lunch.

Oh! Great news, I've became a youtuber. I've already got 1 million subscribers because Cameron and the boys and stuff. I told everyone that Cam and I broke up... I couldn't even write it . Maddie had to do it for me.
It's kind of lonely in the house sometimes because my mom and Tyler left..
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1 new iMessage :
From:
My dinosaur:
Hannah, I'm really sorry for everything you're going through. you know I'm always here for you. Nash and I are going to the mall today. Do you and Maddie want to come to take you mind off things? We can get frozen yogurt too! we all know you love frozen yogurt.
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To:
My dinosaur :
Sure! Maddie and I will get dressed and we will be on our way over. And thank you Matt. I know, and that's what I love you for. btw I'm sorry that we didn't work out. I just like us as best friends... (: <3
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From:
My dinosaur:
I know Hannah. I know. you don't have to keep apologizing, I get it.
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To:
My dinosaur:
okay.. love you
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From:
My dinosaur:
love you too
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"MADDIE WE ARE GOING TO MALL. GET YOUR LAZY ASS OFF THE COUCH AND GET READY. HEHE WUV YOU." I yell out my door.

"DAMN SHUT UP IM GOING. IM GOING." She yells back.

I walk back into my room deciding on my clothes. I pick out black skinny jeans, white oversized sweater, a gray beanie, and white vans.

I go to my bathroom and give my hair light loose curls. Once I'm finished, I brush my teeth and put on some make up. (oh by the way, outfit is in the image at the top). I put on new undergarments and put on my clothes. I bobby pin my beanie to my hair, letting it hang down. I slip on my shoes and walk out my door.

"Almost done Maddie?" I knock on her door.

"Yup!" She says opening the door.
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I knock on Matts door.

No answer.

I knock again. And still no answer!

I turn the handle.. It's open?
I open the door and walk inside.