Forever and Always ||Cameron Dallas

Chapter 29

October 17, 2014
POVS SWITCH BACK AND FORTH- BEWARE

Hannah's POV:

About 3 hours later after we found out.. Cameron and I just hung around in my hotel room.. I thought I had finally had the guts to talk about Jack.

Everyone was in shock. I mean complete shock. It's like everyone saw a ghost. And they kind of did, but not literally. I unwrapped myself from Cameron's arms.

"What's wrong?" Cameron asks.

"Cam, I have to tell you something.." I say, my nervous words fill the room.

"Anything."

"Umm. Yesterday, me.and.jack.kissed.and.i.liked.it." I say fast.

"Babe slow down." He says and puts his hand on my thigh, I flinch.

He slowly takes his hand off.

"Yesterday, Jack and I kis-"

"Wait wait what? You and Jack kissed?!" Cameron says getting up and angry.

"Hold up bud. I thought you were dead! Did you know I was depressed for 3 months!" I say standing up showing my scars, not even a week old, I continue, "Not coming out of my room EVER. Unless I started school. I started school with out my love. Don't you know how broken I am? Yesterday was your 3 month, "death". I felt so alone in a crowd full of people. I cared for Jack, and I still care for him now. He made me feel alive, just like you did, my made me smile, laugh, and blush. Just like you did. He told me I was beautiful when no one did, I felt worthless, ugly, fat, and stupid with out you Cameron. And finally someone was there to brighten up my world once again. I missed your hugs, cuddles, staring into into your eyes that were filled with love and compassion. Cameron I love you, and I always will. But you, you don't have the right to freak out over a kiss. You did this to yourself. I won't be surprised if you hooked up with other girls. Cameron, I'm broken and I can't be fixed."

I leave the room with him mouth opened wide.

••••
I walk to were Jack was. I knock on the door, Jack opens it, he frowns, going to close the door, but I stop it with my foot. I open it and walk in.

"Jack please, let me talk to you." I say, sitting down.

"I'm hurt Hannah, I was actually starting to like you a lot.. Don't get me wrong, I'm over excited that Cameron is actually alive, I'm just sad I don't get to call you mine." He says with a sigh.

"Jack, I like you a lot too. You know it just Cameron and, he was my love, my first real actual love. And that's hard to forget."

"Yeah yeah, cause everything revolves around Cameron. Hannah I actually started to like you A LOT, Maybe even lov-" I cut him off my pressing my lips to his, he responds by kissing me back. We stay there until he pulls away.

"I can't. You have to be with Cameron. You guys are meant to be, trust me. Hannah, listen to me. I'm here for you twenty-four seven. I'm your partner in crime, you're my best friend from
now on. I'll do anything for you." Jack says, leaning his forehead on mine.

"You'll do anything?" I say.

"Anything."

I say nothing, I just hug Jack tigger than I was before. He picks me up and spins me around.

"I love you best friend." He whispers into my ear.

"I love you too."

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Cameron's POV:

Ugh. I was so stupid! I lost Hannah and I just got her back. Ugh! Might as well "die" again. I knew she was right. I should've told her earlier... I need to make it up to her.. But, it's going to
be hard..